a little chit chat here and there

West Sumatran Earthquake

2009-10-01T17:02:00.003+07:00

yesterday, my sister post a tweet telling that the has been earthquake in Pekanbaru. i dont know how, im just so afraid that the epicenter was in Padang. i called my auntie checking how she is. turns out the epicenter of the earthquake was near Padang. my aunt sounded all worried, afraid, sad at the same time.

she told me that a relative's house was torn apart that no one could live there :( their family now is staying in an empty place beside their collapsed house. there were no electricity. no food. no store was open. so they only could eat what they have left.

im so sad to hear this. im so mad, i want to be there and do something but i cant do anything to help them.

today i called my auntie. she said that some store has opened. so they can buy instant food. the electricity is still gone. all of my family are gathered in my grandma's house.

omg, i cant imagine how they feel right now. they have insufficient food, no lights. staying in my grandma's living room. frightened if there will be another earthquake.

if i can trade with them, i would. i cant imagine how scared my little cousins were.

ya Allah, please make this situation easier for them. they have suffer enough.. :(:(

Lion Air is so f-ing lame!!

2009-09-29T13:07:00.003+07:00

My flight was from Padang to Jakarta. I was suppose to check in at 0130.but I got to the airport at 0215.and there was the longest queue I've ever seen. They only opened 2 counters for the flight. Talked to the ground crew, and discovered that there were 2 flights with almost the same departing time.
So they were handling 400 pax with only 2 counters available.

The ground crew took my ticket and ID card saying that she will help with the checking in. So I waited in line again to check in my baggage. The other passengers cut my line. So I told the ground crew that I'm only checking in my baggage. They did. But turns out the boarding pass hasn't been approved yet. Don't know what the problem is, but I again have to wait in the queue line.

And the problem issssss:
They only have 2 computers on the 2 counters. The ground crew who took my ticket was using--no, hovering--the computer from one of the counters there. So she made the line longer by using that computer. And turns out that some of the passengers belong to the extra flight. Not my flight!!bitch..

So after waiting for 15 mins, and yelling at the ground crew for a couple of times, I got my boarding pass.

When I got to the waiting room, they've already asked us to board the plane. So I did. And I don't really want to get in line again, waiting for the passengers to get to their seats, I went off the *i don't know the name, I guess it's garbaratta* thing-y and board from the rear part of the plane.

I sat in front of the emergency exit. So I can't recline my seat. Bitch!! And when I sit in it, turns out the walls are too close to me. I have my arm crippled between the wall and my body. Maybe the ground crew hates me that much that she gave me the hell hole. Darn.

I will never ever ever ever ever ever again travel by lion air.

The ground crews are a pain in the ass, the cabin crews aren't nice. Fuck my life.. I loathe lion air!!

...

2009-09-05T06:08:00.003+07:00

so here's what i got in mind to make my relationship with him works:

i'll patiently wait for him.

i think thats the best i can do now. its up to him if he wants to be with me. i can only wait for him to make a move on something. whether its leaving her or staying with her.

i have 2 or 3 more years. maybe i can stall for 5. i don't know. but i will try my best to be with him.

i bet you think im dumb. waiting for someone who's far away to do something that is seemingly impossible. but i have faith in him. i know he will find me. i know he will find a way to get to me.

i know he will choose me.

so pick me, choose me, love me.

(quote from greys anatomy)

what Oprah had to say about men..

2009-09-02T13:45:00.003+07:00

i was sorting stuffs on my computer, and i found this quotes. its says that it was from Oprah. i dont really remember where i got it. but whether it's from Oprah or not, the quotes are good. hope this will do something good to someone. me, maybe?
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If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.

Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.

Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?

Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up.
Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.
You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.

Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... Even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
Never let a man define who you are.
Never borrow someone else's man. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
All men are NOT dogs.

You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is two way street.
You need time to heal between relationships. ..there is nothing cute about baggage... Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.
You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you... A relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals. Look for someone complimentary, not supplementary.

Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.
Make him miss you sometimes... When a man always knows where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted.
Never move into his mother's house. Never co-sign for a man. Don't fully
commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.
Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

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2009-08-30T18:13:00.002+07:00

oh by the way, did i say that his wife is 4 months pregnant?
fuck my life.

my confession

2009-08-30T17:30:00.004+07:00

this is the first time i spill it out in the open. i'm in love with someone's husband. there. i say it out loud.
i met this amazing guy on the net. i felt so connected with him. everything i like, he likes. everything i want, he got it. after a couple of weeks talking, he told me that he's married. and have a 2 year old son. i was shocked. i thought it would be so hard just because we're far away. but it's bigger than that.

i didn't think i would be someone who will tear a family apart. i always hate that girl. cos i think my family have had the same problem. 10 years ago, i found text messages on my dad's phone. from an unknown number saying how she loved him, bla bla bla. from that moment on i swear i wouldn't want to be the family breaker.
well yeah my family didn't fall apart. my parents are still together. they live happily and still love each other. but when i found out that my dad probably cheating on my mom, i can't see him the way i used to see him. when he hugs mom, i always said to myself how fake he is.

and now, i'm that bitch. i'm going to separate a son from his dad. if everything goes well, he is planning to move here with me. the goes well part means that if he finally got the strength to tell her that he no longer loves her. and i'm going to take away the dad to the other side of the world.

and now im thinking to myself, is this the happiness i want? is this the right thing to do?
he told me that he no longer love his wife. and that they are not happy as they used to. that he is much more happy with me.

i don't know what to do. here's a point of view from my selfishness. if i let him go, maybe, just the slightest possibility there is, that maybe he is the one i'm looking for. but if i want him for me, what if he's just playing with me? what if all the hopes he gave me one day vanishes. that maybe he is actually happily married to her. that they don't have any problems and he just want a fling or something.

gosh..

so tell me, am i wasting my time waiting for someone's husband to be my knight in shining armor, or is he my knight in shining armor?

the weird thing is, i know i've fallen in love with him so deep.

OneRepublic - Won't Stop

2009-08-11T15:21:00.003+07:00

Uh ohh
Now i stared at you
From across the room
Until both my eyes were faded
I was in a rush
I was out of luck
Now I'm so glad that I waited
Well you were almost there
Almost mine...yeah
They say love ain't fair
But I'm doing fine...

Cause i swear it’s you
I swear it’s you
I swear it’s you that I’ve waited for
I swear it’s you
I swear it’s you
I swear it’s you that my heart beats for
And it isn’t gonna stop
No it just won’t stop
Uh oh oh
Yeah

Now you were fine by night
But when the morning light comes
Comfortable as rain on Sunday
And I’m a lucky soul
That holds your hand so tight
Hope you hear this one day
Don’t fool yourself
This is my truth

I swear it’s you
I swear it’s you
I swear it’s you that i waited for
I swear it’s you
I swear it’s you
I swear it’s you that my heart beats for
And it ain’t gonna stop
It just won’t stop

You take this hand
You take this heart
Steal my bones
From 1000 miles apart
Feels so cold
Felt just like its ten shades of winter
And i need the sun
Ohh yeahh
Oh oh no no yeah yeah

And i swear it’s you
I swear you
I swear it's you that it waited for
I swear it’s you
I swear its
I swear it’s you that my heart beats for
I swear it’s you
I swear it’s you
I swear it’s you that I’ve waited for
I swear it's you
I swear it's you
I swear it’s you that my heart beats for
And it ain’t gonna stop
It just won’t stop
Heyy yeahh
It just won’t stop
No no no no woahh yeah
I swear it’s you
I swear it’s you
Ohh yeah
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loved this song. its a sweet song. and i swear its you. although miles parts us, but i swear its you.
TBT TJ lol.. luv ya!

yay!!

2009-07-26T16:52:00.000+07:00

I've always wanted a 
Told my parents about it. And after a long time waiting for them to grant my wish, they finally bought me a Blackberry Bold. Woohoo!!

I promise to study harder so I can pass all subjects and soon after that I'll become a dentist.

Thanks mom & dad..
Love you!!

Evan & Jaron - The Distance

2009-07-15T23:40:00.002+07:00

The sky has lost it's color

The sun has turned to grey

At least that's how it feels to me

Whenever you're away

I crawl up in the corner

As I watch the minutes pass

Each one brings me closer to

The time when you'll be back

You're coming back

I can't take the distance

I can't take the miles

I can't take the time

Until the next time I see you smile

I can't take the distance

And I'm not ashamed

That I can't take a breath without saying your name

I can brave a hurricane

And still be standing tall when all the dust has settled down

But I can't take the distance

I still believe in feelings

But sometimes I feel too much

I make believe you're close to me

But it ain't close enough

Not nearly close enough

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love this song! its what im feeling lately.

miss you much! cant wait to see you!

..and i'm wrong..

2009-06-28T00:27:00.002+07:00

maybe im too sentimental about my previous post..

but i think i still need to talk to her..

stoopid, i think i am..

2009-06-27T06:58:00.003+07:00

sometimes i wish i could live someone else's life.. find out how it feels to be that i can't..

being rich.. hmm, how i wish i could be in adinda bakrie's shoes for once. maybe i'll be all stupid and yokel.

being famous.. how does it feel being someone famous? everywhere you go, everybody knows you. you have to hide your face away from everyone if you dont want to be in the middle of the crowd. in the centre of attention.. hmmm.. i bet it felt good..

being pretty.. all eyes are on me. everyone admire me. girls envy me. boys want me.

being smart.. and bright at the same time.. hold many degrees from famous campuses.

but im not all that. im not rich. nor famous. nor pretty. nor smart.

i thank God i got what i have now. i have my family, good friends, live a life and its not that bad. but still, im craving to have a wonderful bod, intelligent, or at least have someone to share with.

i always say that boys dont define who you are. but being single for this long, i want someone here with me. damn..

maybe i am dreaming about a happy ending and how a prince charming would come and rescue me. hey, im just a girl, living in a world where you told little girls about cinderella or sleeping beauty.

and yes, i watch romantic drama films. where the guy would chase after this girl, and fight for their love, and lived happily ever after.

maybe im not living in reality. maybe i need a reality check for once in a while. maybe i havent grow up. damn..

i fell in love with someone. i feel very comfortable with him. its easy to talk to him. to chat about things. but i dont have the guts to feel happy about it. im afraid that i wake up one day and found myself got hurt so bad.

so i told everything to my best friend. she was suppose to give him clues about me. but i dont know what she told him, or what they talked about. but i think he fell for her.

she got everything i dont. she's pretty, and smart, and funny, and know the things that he's interested in.

the worst thing that i can imagine, maybe came true. and i dont know who to blame or who to hate.

she sometimes dont know where to stand. she said she wants me to hook up with him, but instead i saw that she hooked herself up.

maybe i love her too much to tell her that i dont like what she did. and im left here, alone, and broken hearted. again.

i'm in deep shit!

2009-06-10T23:53:00.002+07:00

shit, i'm flat broke this month. i have to pay my tuition, and my room. and i only got Rp.500.000 in my account. damn..

i need to work A.S.A.P

i'm thinking im going to work at Aksara. i can do part-timing there, and still concentrate on my study. arggghhh..

shitshitshitshitshit!!

losing weight: i'm on it!!

2009-06-10T00:22:00.007+07:00

3 weeks ago, my housemate got his blood result. and the numbers were outrageous.. his blood sugar was 250-something.. the normal level is 180-something.. his cholesterol was 500!! the normal human cholesterol is 200-ish..

we were very scared. me and him ate almost the same food. we sleep late almost everynight. smoke, and drank beers.. you can imagine how frightened we were.

we decided to change our lifestyle as soon as possible. we bought salad, fruits, low fat milk, low sugar jams, wheat bread, etc etc.. we join the gym. bought new swimsuit.. lol.. we panicked.

he extremely change his diet. only wheat bread for breakfast, no rice for lunch, many many veggies and fruits, and skip dinner.

me, on the other hand, take it a bit slow. i have weetbix for breakfast, with hi-cal milk, half portion of rice, and change my dinner time before 6pm.

he exercises regularly. running, sit-ups, rowing, etc etc. and after 3 weeks, he lost his beer belly (or his rice belly). he don't eat instant noodle (although its VERY VERY tempting).

me, i only do swimming. cos i can't stand the excruciating pain after the exercise. and after 3 weeks of not-so-strict-diet-and-workout, i lost 2 kilos!!!! woohoo!!

i love my gym. it got lots of equipment (of course, if they don't, they wont call it a gym, would they?), olympic size pool, a bunch of classes like body combat, various yoga types, RPM, hip hop, etc etc.. sauna, steam room, free drinks--tea, coffee, sodas.

the first personal trainer session, they made us use the Tanita. it measures the body fat, and how many fat and kilos you have to lose. and my results is:

i have to lose 43,3 kg of fat!! damn!!!

i got to work out really hard. hufff.. wish me luck on this.. i really want to see me in a nice kebaya for my graduation day.. :)

shit part 2

2009-04-05T18:18:00.003+07:00

regrets came too late. i know that. thats what i feel.
i regret i slept over at his place.
i regret i ever hugged him.
i regret i ever kissed him.
i regret that im so fragile everytime he's around.
but most of all i regret i ruin our friendship.

i missed him. like he used to be. him as my friend.
the one who i can share my thoughts with. my stupid and silly friend, but so bright and mature at the same time.

my worst nightmare came true. i lost my best friend.

i want my best friend back. i want our friendship to be alright again.

i missed you..

i just feel like writing. a bit.

2009-04-03T02:14:00.003+07:00

cant imagine how fast time goes by. its april already. i'm going to have mid term exams in 2,5 weeks. i'm going home next week. i really cant wait. the last time i was home for lebaran. that was last october. eventhough there's another home in Bandung, it just dont feel the same. i missed my bed at home in Pekanbaru. the kitchen, the backyard. hmmm...

school's going good i guess. i passed all subject last short semester. and this semester, i'm still excited to learn. i feel the need to know things. hmmm..

so nothing much too update. maybe its too much to tell. but im soooo sleepy. so i'll find some time to write. promise..

ps: i watched Simon Brich and made me cry for like 2 hrs. lol.. stupid. but its a good movie.

ehm..

2009-02-06T01:06:00.000+07:00

..the thing that looks good on me is you..

The Israeli Invasion

2009-01-12T04:00:00.003+07:00

Its been 16 days since Israel invaded the Gaza Strip with heavy weapons. at first I watched the news about it. but then I became tired of it. not because I don't care. but because I can't stand the fact that babies and children are the ones that died the most among the victims. I refuse to watch it because everytime i saw the pictures of dead babies, i cried. EVERYTIME!!

hufff.. when will this end? why do they have to kill babies and innocent children and civilians? i just don't get those Israeli troops. and what happen to the other countries in the world? and the UN? why don't they do something to stop this madness?

hope Allah forgive them..

Robby Valentine - Over and Over Again

2009-01-06T05:30:00.005+07:00

1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the memo as well as the person you got the memo from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Celine Dion - I Want You To Need Me : ga nyambung! haha

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
OST. Care Bears : i am still a kid inside. trapped in a 24 yeard old body. hahah..

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Nickelback - Hold Out Your Hand : ..and hold mine :P

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Pandangan Pertama - RAN : huwahahah.. yeah! kurasa ku tlah jatuh cintaaa.. hahaha

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Staind - Right Here : can't you read it? its right here!! hehe

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Barenaked Ladies - Its All Been Done : nah lho.. kalo udah done, trus gw idup buat apa dong?

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Nickelback - Learn The Hard Way : bebel dong gw?? hiks..

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Edwin McCain - I'll Be : i'll be.. a dentist.. a cop.. a fire fighter.. pengen ke kidzaniaaaa!!

WHAT IS 2+2?
OneRepublic - Mercy : God gave mercy.. hehe

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Peabo Bryson - A Whole New World : tmn2 gw emang punya dunia sendiri2 kok.. hahah

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Faith Hill & Tim McGraw - It's Your Love : ehm.. enough said..

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
PHB - Kau Gadis Apa Bujang : mati gw, kok gini life story gw?? hwuahahaha

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
OneRepublic - All We Are : tuh, pas kan? :P

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Eric Clapton - River Of Tears : pas nih lagu

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Jason Donovan & Kylie Minogue - Especially For You

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Yovie & Nuno - Tunggu Dulu: duh, tunggu apa lagi sihhh?? hahaha

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Howie Day - Collide : duh,, ga pernah akur nih keknya gw,

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Lifehouse - Hanging By A Moment : humm, partially true. huwahhhaha

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
The Corrs - Hardest Day : yep, they gave me the hardest day.. hahah

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Nickelback - Just Four : or five.. or six..

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Chicago - You're The Inspiration : pasti krn terharu nih gw..

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Cher - If I Could Turn Back Time : apanya yang lucu ya?

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Gigi - Tanpamu Sepi : the think i regret is being without you. hahaha

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Bryan Adams - Heaven : lho, mestinya the place after you die is? nah, ini baru pas.. heheh

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Secondhand Serenade - Your Call : hahaha.. yeah, YOUR call lah, gw ngikut aja. hahah..

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
SO7 - Pe de : wedew..

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
The Corrs - At Your Side : yeaahhh!

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Delta Goodrem - Lost Without You : wew..

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Creed - Bullets : ntah apa hubungannya

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Robby Valentine - Over and Over Again : anjrit!! lagu jadul!! ntah knp masih aja gw simpen di ipod. hahah

Realize by Colbie Callait/Boyce Avenue

2008-12-19T02:09:00.002+07:00

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is
Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by
Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
no it's never gonna be that simple
no I can't spell it out for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

It's not always the same
no it's never the same
if you don't feel it too.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

If you just realize what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realize what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder
Just realize what I just realized

If you just realize what I just realized

missed out on each other now
missed out on each other now

Realize, realize
realize, realize

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Ntah kenapa suka banget denger lagu ini.. hummm.. a song from Colbie Callait. dinyanyiin lagi sama Boyce Avenue. versi yang mana aja tetep enak didenger. lagu menyayat hati *aiiihhh matiiiii*

buat yang lagi sale beha di arab *a.ka beharab* silakan dengerin lho lagunyaaa.

tag-an dari dindut (part deux)

2008-12-18T07:18:00.008+07:00

This is the rules :

take a recent photo of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now
don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair, just take a picture
post that picture with no editing
post this instruction with your picture
tag 10 people to do this

dindut tega iiihhh.. liat deh, mukaku pagi2.. rambut kaya genderuwo gitu.. haduuuhhh.. *tapi ttp bisa senyum kok akunya.. hahahah* btw, rambutku ga terlalu awut2an yaaa.. kan aku pake dove daily therapy.. ahahahah.
but this is fun lho din. hahaha.. makasiiihhh *dengan rahang yang rapet* hahaha ga deng..

tag-an dari akuuuuu:
1. fany
2. winda
3. icha bunbun
4. kudil
5. ellora
6. marcos
7. faisal
8. gena
9. dina
10. vonny

again, ini ada di fb dan blog

tag-an dari dindut

2008-12-18T06:10:00.009+07:00

dindut ngerjain aku dengan nge tag aku di postingan blognya. hummm.. jadi ya sudah, aku googling deh din. hehehe

The rules are simple. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results, and post it as your answer.” After that tag 7 People.

the age of my next birthday

a place i'de like to travel

a favourite place

a favourite food

a favourite thing

a favourite color

a city i was born

a city that u have ever lived in

a nickname i had

college major

name of my love

a bad habit

a hobby

wishlist (3)

7 orang yang aku tag adalah:
fany
winda
icha bunbun
kudil
ellora
marcos
faisal

btw, postingan ini bukan cuman di blog tapi jg di fb.. happy tagging you guys.. hahaha..

Tiara's Wedding

2008-12-16T02:27:00.007+07:00

hari sabtu, 13/12/08 adalah Cendana 02 day's out.. hahah.. kita dengan niatnya nyewa mobil untuk berangkat menghadiri nikahan tmn kita tercinta, Tiara Marthias.

jadi hari itu kita nyewa Pregio yang rencananya bakal diisi 12 orang! haha..
dari kosan, aku ke Prima Washing dan janjian ketemu ama Regie. abis jemput Regie, jemput Sandra yang masih dandan. *halah, kebiasaan si Sandra,, ahahah*
dari Sandra, jemput Daniel, abis gitu Helen. laluuuuu kita ke Plangi buat janjian ama Aphink a.ka Ronni. sebenernya sih ada Andika, Adjie dan Adit yang bakal ketemuan disini. tapi ternyata mereka ga jadi pergi aja gituuuu. *sigh.. kebayang iuran mbl yang membengkak.. hahahah*

akhirnya, setelah makan di Solaria, trus nyemil di Ohlala, akhirnya kita cabut ke Trans TV buat jemput Iien. Sherly yang originally bakal ketemuan di Plangi, malah nyusul ke Trans. di Trans, kita ganti baju dan dandan2.. heheheh.. baru dari sini kita cabut ke Depok.

begitu nyampe, ternyata pengantennya belum dateng. jadi kita masih goblok2an bareng. tak lama, datang Tegi, Anto, Sigit, Lasma yang sedang hamil 4 bln, Cica', Dina, Ira, Ori, Sylvia, Memey, Mery, Yaya', Mumut, Winda n Ebi dsb. dst. *kalo ada yang ketinggalan, kasi tau aku yaaa*

Tiara akhirnya memasuki ruangan. masih dengan jalannya yang gagah berani walopun pake highheels. dan kita masih aja triakin 'cieeee Tiaaaa.. cieee Tiaaa..' hahaha. parah!! Tante Ida jg gt. masih aja dadah2.. ngmng sesuatu ama kita.. hahahah

aku dan Aphink udah ngintai2 makanan yang bakal kita makan pertama. hahaha.. ga penting! kita pengen nyoba jus yang warnanya lucu. yang ternyata jus sirsak dan jus jambu. hahahha..
sayangnya gada kambing guling. jadi aku agak2 kecewa.. haha

here's the list of my meals:
1st meal: sate padang
2nd meal: kue talam, kue lapis, kue2 ga tau lah namanya tapi jajanan pasar gt.
3rd meal: niatnya sih pempek. tapi krn kuahnya udah abis, jadinya aku makan martabak. dan krn kegigit cabe rawit, akhirnya kuhibahkan ke.. siapa ya? aku lupa. kalo ga Aphink, Yoga atau Anto.
aku hunting minum ama Aphink. pengennya sih es buah. tapi gelasnya abis. akhirnya nyari aqua gelas, dan dapet satu2nya yang tersisa..

ga lama, kita salam2an ama Tiara n Mas Sigit. trus foto2.. kelar foto2, aku n para lelaki ngerokok dibelakan pelaminan. hahahah..
Yaya dan Helen melepaskan kerinduan dengan main ayunan. hahaha..

Winda yang banci tampil, akhirnya duet ama Aca. DAN.. DIA GA MAU TURUN DARI PANGGUNG!! hahahaha.. sakit!

kelar semua tamu salam2an, Tiara akhirnya nyamperin kita. dan foto2 lagi. Winda (tetap yaaa..) dengan ga tau malunya ttp minta foto disana sini ama Tiara. yang tentunya disusul oleh tmn2 yang lain. hahaha..

dari sana, kita ke Taman Menteng.. *kita makan lagiiii.. hahaha*
ngobrol2 dan foto2.. sampai jam stgh 1an gt lah. baru deh akhirnya kita pulang..

huwaaaa.. whatta day!! pengen diulang lagiiii.. pengen pengen pengennn..

shit!

2008-12-03T03:22:00.000+07:00

i'm addicted to him.

SHIT!!

KPL Gorontalo, Jalan-jalan di Manado (part 2)

2008-11-05T03:30:00.001+07:00

kantor gubernur Gorontalo

15 Agustus 08

Pagi-pagi Pak Suwandi udah nunggu di depan kamar. tawaran hari ini adalah ke Kota (a.ka Kota Gorontalo yang notabene 4 jam perjalanan dari Marisa). akhirnya kami berpikir keras, halah.. mendingan tinggal apa ikut. kalo menurut Pak Suwandi dan Kak Ayub (driver senior di Dinkes) mending ikutan sekalian ke Kota. soalnya pegawai dinas yang di Marisa rata-rata rumahnya di Kota. jadilah dengan berat hati, kami jalan dari Marisa ke Kota.
perjalanan 4 jam, buat aku yang duduk di depan sih seru. sekalian liat2 pemandangan Pohuwato dan Boalemo, dua kabupaten yang dilewatin.

kita berenti dulu di warung antara Kab. Boalemo dan Kab. Gorontalo. ga tau lah nama warungnya apa. kita makan ayam goreng. disini cuma ada ayam goreng kampung yang alotnya setengah mati. mereka gada yang masak ayam potong. hehehe..

disini, tanpa sengaja, kita ketemu dokter PTT di desa sangan tertinggal. dan dia cerita kalo di Pohuwato khususnya, dokter itu cuma ada satu di tiap2 puskesmas. dan dokter gigi cuma satu. itupun lagi sekolah. jadi practically, meraka ga punya dokter gigi. makanya, gaji dokter gigi PTT aja sangat sangat besar sekali. masa dia di desa sangat tertinggal itu, gajinya 11 juta!!! bayangkaaaannn.. kalo fasilitas, menurut Pak Suwandi, di Puhowato sangat lengkap. dental unitnya masih baru dan bagus. bikin ngiler ga siiiihhh?? uhuhuhu..

melanjutkan perjalanan ke Kota, Ano yang lagi mual berat akhirnya mutusin untuk gantiin Mas Is bawa mobil. aku deg-degan setengah mati. itu mobil dinas, Ano orang baru disana, kalo kenapa-napa pasti panjang urusannya. waaahhh..

nyampe di Kota, kita langsung ke rumahnya Pak Wandi. kenalan sama anaknya Pak Wandi yang namanya Adit. dia akhirnya deket sekali ama Ano. aku juga kebagian nickname baru dari Adit: Tante Biongo. artinya Tante gila.. hahaha.. gara-gara pas dia mau lewat, aku dekep dia ampe ga bisa lepas.hahah.. malam itu kita putusin balik ke rumah Raymond. supaya bisa briefing lagi sama anak-anak dan ngefix-in tugas masing-masing. akhirnya aku baru tidur jam 3 pagi abis ngerjain laporan tim advance bareng Andi. empet-empetan lah sekamar berenam di kamar cicinya Raymond. hahaha..

16 Agustus 08

jam 3 Pak Wandi udah jemput lagi. hahhaa.. kirain cuma ngajakin jalan-jalan, ternyata sekalian ngangkut untuk dibawa ke Pohuwato lagi. kebayanglah jalan jauh gitu dengan jalan yang muter-muter. waduuuhhh..

atas dasar ga enakan, akhirnya kita berangkat juga. plus tambahan Septi yang karena Raymond takut berantem sama Ika, maksain Septi supaya ikutan sama kita. akhirnyaaaa makin empet-empetan lah tu Maven diisi ama 7 orang plus lebih dari 100 kilo bagasi. gileee, tuh Maven jadi ceper abis..

dari rumah Raymond, kita beli kue cantik. tadinya pengen beli pia. tapi cuma dapet kue cantik. ya sudah lah.. kita berangkat ke Kantor Gubernur yang ada diatas bukit. bagus banget pemandangannya dari atas. beeeuuuhhh.. seluruh kota Gorontalo bahkan sampai Limboto keliatan. kereeeennn!!!

dari sana kita ke Pentadio Resort. untuk mandi air panas. ngabisin waktu sekitar sejam, kita basah-basahin kaki disana. mantap lah.. heheheh..

dari sana, baru deh perjalanan melelahkan berasa. mungkin karena ngerti banget kalo kita capek, Pak Wandi mutusin untuk berenti di rumah makan kuda. dikasi nama rumah makan kuda, karena mereka jualan jagung rebus. dan cuma kuda yang makan jagung. hahhaa.. jadi modelnya, cuma kaya warung-warung berjejer gitu, dan semua rata2 jualan jagung.
cara makan jagungnya juga unik. jagungnya bukan jenis jagung manis, dan makannya pake sambel ya super puedes. aku yang kuat pedes diantara berlima udah ngap-ngapan hahahha.. parah..
oiya, kita sempet pesen mie rebus nih disini..bikin 8 bungkus, trus ternyata si ibu masukin ke 8 bungkusnya itu kedalem panci besi guede gt.. hahahah.. dan jadilah kita rebutan makan mie disana. tapi karena ada Pak Wandi, kan kita jaga image jg. hahahaha...

dari sana, kita udah nyusul plan untuk nginep di Hotel Tanjung lagi. kebayang kemaren berempat aja udah tdrnya kayak gitu. gmn kalo berlima. wewwww.. tapi ternyata Pak Wandi nawarin untuk nginep di rumahnya Ka Ayub. alhamdulillah.. hehehe. sebagai backpackers, kita harus bisa berhemat sehemat-hematnya. (backpackers apaan pulang pergi dianter jemput. hahahah)
Ka Ayub tinggal di rumah dinas di Puskesmas Paguat sama istrinya dan dokter yang kerja di puskesmas itu, namanya dr. Fiat. begitu kita nyampe, semua nyerbu langsung mandi dan beres-beres. cowo pada gelar sleeping bag di ruang tamu. aku n Septi nginep di kamar. Ka Ayub n istrinya nginep di satu kamar yang kayaknya lebih kecil (yang akhirnya aku tau kalo kamar itu adalah gudang. hiks.. terharuuu..) dan dr. Fiat di kamar yang satunya.

pagi-pagi, Ka Ayub, istrinya (damn, aku lupa namanya), dan dr. Fiat udah berangkat upacara di Marisa (Paguat-Marisa sekitar 15 - 30 menit). pesan Ka Ayub, makan apa yang ada di lemari makan. disana udah tersedia kopi susu (or coffeemix) dan ikan bakar, kangkung dan dabu-dabu.. huwaaaaahhh!! makan paginya aja udah mantap gt.. sluuurrrpppp..

abis balik upacara, kita (as in: aku, Ano, Andi, Ajun, Septi, Pak Wandi, Ka Ayub, dan tentunya Mas Is) berangkat menuju Randangan. menurut pak Wandi, mendingan kita langsung ke rumahnya Pak Jack. ternyata sampe sana kita udah disiapin makan siang ama istrinya Pak Jack, namanya Kak Kadek. hari itu kita disiapin ikan lajang bakar, ikan kakap merah goreng, kangkung dan nasi anget. oiya, ga lupa DABU-DABU yang superpedes.. mantap!!!

awalnya aku malu-malu makan kakap goreng doang. asli!! kakapnya masih seger dan berasa manis banget!! ngeliat piring udah kosong gitu, Pak Jack maksa supaya aku tambah lagi. hahaha.. akhirnya aku makan ikan lajang bakar.. dan ternyata Kak Kadek masih aja masak di dapur. masih sibuk bakar-bakar ikan lajang..

aku give up dan cuci tangan ke belakang. akhirnya ngobrol-ngobrol ama Kak Kadek di dapur. Ano yang dari tadi udah ngabisin 3 ekor ikan lajang, malah pindah ke belakang supaya makan fresh from the tungku-nya Kak Kadek. dan akhirnya siang itu dia ngabisin 7 ekor ikang lajang!! gileeeee..

abis makan siang, Pak Jack ngajakin ke Popayato. ngeliat rumah suku Wajo. nama perkampungannya Torosiaje Laut. katanya mereka tinggal di rumah panggung dengan pohon kelapa sebagai tiang rumahnya. ga kebayang gimana mereka bisa survive.

jadilah kita naik Mitsubishi Maven yang udah kayak kantong Doraemon itu.. hahaha..isinya: Mas Is, Pak Wandi, Pak Jack, Kak Ayub, aku, Ano, Andi, Ajun, n Septi. belum lagi 4 carrier yang masing-masing beratnya 20 kg-an, dan kopernya Septi yang aku perkirain 20 kiloan jg.. phewwww..

di tengah jalan, ternyata ada jalan yang jelek banget. jembatannya putus. bisa lewat, tapi bener-bener parah abis gt. aku ngeri banget kalo jatoh ban.. kacaw dah..
nah pertama masih sok2an dipaksain. kita semua diatas mobil, trus digas pol. ternyata ga bisa gerak. trus turun Ano, Andi, Mas Is, n Kak Ayub. di gas pol lagi ama Pak Jack. ga ngaruh.. tedewww.. akhirnya aku dan septi n pak wandi turun. gantian yang nge gaspol Kak Ayub. lewat aja gituuuu.. trus pas aku udah turun, kata Ano, per-nya langsung naik aja gituuuuu.. GA SOPAAANNN!!!

setelah melewati Lemito dan dua kali belokan--ke kiri dan kanan--yang menurut aku sangat jayus tapi diulang2 ama mereka *sigh*, akhirnya sampailah kami di TOROSIAJE DARAT!! yippieee.. kita ketemu sama kepala puskesmas sana. namanya dr. Tora. saking lamanya dan berbaurnya ama masyarakat sana, logatnya udah berubah jadi logat Gorontalo. padahal aslinya Bekasi. hahahha..

shake hands, chitchat a bit,bla bla bla.. kita terusin jalan ke dermaga. disana, udah siap perahu motor. nope, bukan speed boat. imagine this. sampan. dengan motor.

BAYANGKAN!!!

dan harus mengangkut kita sebanyak ini dengan satu trip.. YA TUHAN!!! this is my worse nightmare coming true..

sampan itu agak panjang. bisa nampung sampai 15 orang-an. tapi tentu dengan ukuran normal ya.. bukan kek aku n Anno. dan sangat2 ga stabil. goyang kiri, goyang kanan. sampe aku takut untuk ganti posisi duduk. hahaha.. bodoh!

begitu semuanya naik, airnya sebatas setengah sampan. ngeri banget gilaaaakkk!!

setelah 5 menit naik sampan, kita ngeliat Torosiaje Laut. rumahnya semua rumah panggung yang udah dihubungkan satu dengan yang lain dengan jembatan.

dan yang paling canggih adalah kamar mandinya. yang langsung plung cemplung. hahaha.. jadi kamar mandinya adalah susunan papan lebar yang dikasih jarak bbrp senti. jadi apapun kejadian di kamar mandi bakal kedengeran ke orang2.. hahaha..

dari sini kita ke pulau. namanya Pulau Didiki. alias Pulau Kecil. kita naik sampan yang sama, ditambah satu motor lagi supaya lebih cepet. trus langsung menuju Laut Sulawesi. konon pulau ini termasuk sepuluh pulau terindah di Indonesia.

begitu nyampe, kita di suguhi keindahan pasir putih, dengan air laut yang bersih warna biru. kereeeeeennn!!
sampe sana, yang pasti kita foto2.. hahahha..
dan sunsetnyaaaa.. KEREN ABIS!!

puas foto2, dan hari jg udah mulai malem, kita putusin untuk balik lagi ke daratan. langit mulai gelap. yang ada cuma bintang. dan ga lama muncul BULAN PURNAMA yang kereeeeeeeeeennnnnnnnn bgt bgt bgt.. subhanallah.. baguuuuusss bgt.. mulai deh berandai2 ama Andi seandainya kita punya yacht. hahahah.. ga penting!

sampe Torosiaje Laut, kita diajak makan malam dulu di rumah warga. disambut ama tetua disana. dan kepala desa. canggih deh.. udah kaya apaan aja kita kesana. hehehe..

balik ke Randangan, kita jadinya banyakan diem. hahaha. udah kenyang dan dengan pengalaman yang keren banget dalam satu hari.. phewww

tinggal besok tugas menunggu untuk beres2 baksos part akhir.

ceritanya besok disambung lagi yaaa.. hehehe..

..to be continued..

KPL Gorontalo, Jalan-jalan di Manado (part 1)

2008-11-04T20:05:00.006+07:00

12 Agustus 08

aku berangkat ke Gorontalo. dari kosan berangkat sama Ajun, n Septi. nyampe sana, udah lumayan mepet.. hehehe.. aku bawa carrier yang gede plus satu tas gym utk bawa printer. Ajun bawa carrier sama backpack untuk bawa laptopnya. septi bawa 2 koper. sampe disana, kita ketemu Winston yang paling nyantai cm bawa 1 tas.
setelah cek in segala macem, kita masuk ke ruang tunggu. trus aku nemu periplus disana. dan membeli MIDDLESEX!! yaayy!!

akhirnya, setengah jam nunggu, kita boarding. Ano, Andi n Raymond udah nyampe duluan. mereka naik pesawat pagi. jam 11.30 am kita boarding. telat stgh jam-an..
jam 2.30 pm kita transit di Makassar. bandara baru yang baguuuussss bgtttt.. kalo kata Icha kayak bandara di Hong Kong. kalo aku berasa di Paris gt.. hahaha.. kita transit 20 menit. trus take off lagi menuju Gorontalo.
perbedaan yang berasa banget adalah kota Makassar udah sangat padat. udah kayak Jakarta yang ga punya penghijauan lagi. beda ama Gorontalo. dari atas, kita liat pulau-pulau kecil yang
dikelilingi ama pantai pasir putih dan lautan yang biruuuuuu banget.. bersih!! trus di daratannya, semua masih hijaaaauuuu.. asri banget lah.

nyampe bandara Djalaluddin, kita dijemput ama Raymond, Ano, Andi, n papanya Raymond. ternyata bandara ama kotanya lumayan jauh. sekitar stgh jam-an gt.. terus, udah gt, nyampe rumah Raymond, kita dibeliin lepet pedes isi jeroan ayam. aku lupa namanya apa. heheh.. terus akhirnya kita diajakin makan malam. makan sate rusa.. nyummyyyy.. ikan bakar, ayam rica-rica.. ngebayanginnya aja aku dah ngiler.. sluuurrrppp..

malamnya kita ngobrol. briefing sampe mlm banget dan akhirnya mutusin besok kita berangkat ke lokasi baksos dan ketemu ama orang yang bersangkutan, trus nge-fix-in apapun yang belum fix.

13 Agustus 08.

berangkat ke Pohuwato jam 6 pagi. perjalanannya makan waktu 4 jam!! karena pantatnya udah ga kuat lagi, kita berenti dulu di Boalemo. dan pastinya foto-foto.. kita ke Marisa dulu. ketemu ama ketua panitia lokal. namanya Pak Wandi. trus ketemu panitia pemondokan, namanya Pak Jack. dua-duanya orang dinkes. abis ngobrol-ngobrol kita pergi makan siang ke rumah makan Dimas di pinggir pantai Marisa.
gini nih suasana makan siang di Dimas. biasanya, rumah makan disana nyediain vcd karaoke-an. tapi di Dimas, mereka nyediain organ tunggal. hahaha.. jadi, sambil nunggu ikannya dibakar, kita bisa karaoke-an dulu.. canggih deh.. hehehe..

disini kita makan ikan bakar, trus udang goreng tepung n udang goreng kecap.. dabu-dabunya mantap!! sluuurrrpp..

dari sini kita putusin untuk nginep di Marisa. direkomendasiin kita untuk nginep di Hotel Tanjung. pas kita liat kamarnya, yaaaa, not bad-lah.. hotel di ibukota kecamatan. what do you expect? haha.. tapi yang bikin surprise adalah, dengan harga 130 ribu saja, kita dapet parabola. i mean, fasion TV, HBO, Discovery Channel, etc.. ternyata orang sini memang harus punya parabola. kalo ga, mereka bener2 ga bisa ntn apa2..

sesorean kita-aku n Andi-ngobrol ama Ajun.. tapi seperti biasa, dia lemooootttt bgtttt.. jadi lama lah masuk omongan kita. bikin emosi.. hahahah..

malamnya, kita dijemput lagi sama Pak Suwandi, kita diajakin makan malam diluar kota. namanya Sari Laut.. gila yaaa, makan di sini ikannya segar-segarrrr..

dan seperti biasa, kita disuguhin karaokean dengan lagu yang kebanyakan lagu Manado. atau kalopun ada lagu barat, lagunya jaman Mama masih muda. hehehe..
yang ngeselin, waktu aku lagi asik2 nyanyi, lampunya mati!!! arrrgghhh.. ngeseliiinnn..
abis makan, kita foto2 dulu, udah gitu baru deh kita dianter pulang, dengan sebelumnya diajak ngeliat Puskemas Marisa. malamnya kita malah baru tidur abis subuh karena keasikan ngobrol. ups, ga keasikan sih, gara2 pusing nyari ide buat nutupin biaya acara ini.

14 Agustus 08.

Hari ini janji ketemu Pak Suwandi jam 8. tapi kita malah baru jalan dari hotel jam 9.30. trus pas udah mau berangkat, Pak Kepala Dinas ngajak ketemuan dulu. ya sudah, jadinya kita ngaret lagi berangkatnya. padahal Pak Jack udah nunggu di Randangan karena agenda hari ini mau liat lokasi baksos.
akhirnya kita nyampe Randangan yang berjarak 1 jam perjalanan (+/- 70 km) jam 1 gitu deh. trus Pak Jack ngajak makan di warung makan di pusat kota Randangan.
seharian kita muter-muter Randangan, ngeliat tempat-tempat yang akan kita jadikan lokasi baksos.
selesai itu, kita balik lagi ke Marisa. capek abis dari Randangan, tapi ttp harus nyari makan malam. akhirnya kita putusin untuk balik ke Dimas. hahaha.. kita naik Bentor (becak motor) ke sana. mana Dimas itu susah dicapai. untung Uti-uti (bahasa Gorontalo untuk mas) bentor-nya baik dan ngasih nmr hp-nya. jadi kita bisa telpon si Uti supaya jemput kita. hehehe.

.. to be continued..

my mobile dilemma..

2008-11-04T04:54:00.004+07:00

not that I'm complaining with what I got, tapi kalo dikasih kesempatan milih, mau SonyEricsson atau BlackBerry, aku bingung.. hummm..

I got an eye for SE C902. kelebihannya sih cuma di kamera 5MP dah modelnya yang menurut aku bagus. cos I loooovvveee candybar phones. yang fitur lainnya sih standar. oh, satu lagi, menang di memori internalnya 16MB. memori sticknya bisa di tambah sampe 6GB. thats it.

kalo BlackBerry, keknya ga usah diomongin. itu sih kantor berjalan, yah.. tapi kalo dipikir2, aku kan ga butuh bisa cek email tiap saat. its not like I'm waiting for an important email all the time. mungkin milih BlackbBerry karena lagi hip aja kali ya.. tapi kekurangannya sih di kameranya. haregene kameranya cuma 2 MP. sekalipun itu BBB alias BlackBerryBold yang paling anyar. dan setau aku sih belum bisa videocall yah..

tadinya berpikiran mau ganti HP buat XL yang paling relatif murah GPRS-nya. pengen banget SE K770i. secara dengan kamera 3,2MP bisa didapatkan dengan harga 1,9an.. woohoo..
tapi namanya manusia, ga pernah puas.. hahahah.. pengen banget bisa beli SEC902. lucu bangeeetttt.. mirip ama K770i. tapi harganya ya lumayan. 3,6 juta. hummm.. jadi berpikir berkali-kali.. lagian beli SE ini juga kayaknya ga bakal dijual2 lagi. jadi emang lebih baik beli yang baru tapi bagus.

tapi kembali lagi, ampe kapan aku aku harus nabung kalo semuanya disukain.. uhuuhuh..

beliin buat kado ulangtahun aku, anyone? hehhee..

didit's wedding 6-7-8..

2008-07-28T01:39:00.004+07:00

akhirnya Ditya Rachmawan nikah.. hahaha.. eh, udah tgl 6 juli 08 sih nikahannya. tapi baru bisa posting sekarang :P
resepsinya di Le Meridien. who would missed that kind of reception? hahaha..

jadilah, aku berangkat jam 6 dari kosan ama Helen. setelah perdebatan panjang ama Winda yang minta dijemput di tempat Ishe.. dia bahkan minta aku supaya dandan di kosannya Ishe. dasaaaarrrr..

jadi, aku malam itu make kebaya warna ijo yang dari kawinan Ocie. rambut dicatok poninya aja, dan diiket setengah. thank god ada katata yang dengan suka rela aku repotin. hehehe..

teruuussss, akhirnya, dari kosan, kita ke setiabudi dulu. teruuuussss baru deh kita ke Meridien. bayangkaaaann!! demi seorang Winda.. hiks.. not good, cin.. hahaha..

nyampe sana, rameeee... dan banyak banget anak Cendana yang datang. dan seperti biasa, kami a.ka aku, Winda, Helen, Yoga, Bayu, Adjie, Tegi makan dulu dooonggg.. sebelum makanannya habis. hehehe..

1st stand, kambing guliiingggg.. yang ternyata ga terlalu oke, tapi yaaa not bad lah..
2nd stand, beef and chicken kebab.. hehehe..
3rd stand, nasi bakar.. yummiiiii.. tapi aku udah terlalu kenyang.

dan akhirnya, aku sibuk ngobrol dan foto2 tentunya.. abis salaman, kami akhirnya makan dessert yang banyak bgt ituuuhhhh!!
aku nyeseeeeeeelllll bgt ndak makan buffet-nya. karena hidangannya ada lamb chop gt.. sluuurrrrppp.. thinking of it makes me hungry.. hiks..

okay, here's some pic of that night :)

foto yang aku liat pasti windaaaaa aja.. pinter kali lah trik bediri dekat Tegi tu yaaa..

friends?? nope.. more like brothers and sisters.. :)

the happy couple

miss you guys

my beloved Indonesia, what will this country be?

2008-07-24T05:40:00.002+07:00

yesterday was the Indonesian's children's day. but what i saw in the news was devastating. children aged 13 working as a cleaning service on a train and i dont think they are paid by the railway company. a girl aged 6 in the corner of the street with feather duster, hoping someone will give them some money. and there were 3 boys raping someone younger than them.
i cant imagine how bad their morals were. i mean, they are less than 12 years of age, but they can rape someone. and they do a gangbang. gosh!!!
not to mention children that can't afford to go to school because of the tuition fee costs a lot.

some times ago, i was in a discussion about things you can do for your country. and the speaker was a former president of trisakti university.
he said that its not the people's fault they became a beggar (while i always mutter when i see a beggar in the corner of the street, because i thought they can be something else besides a beggar).
but he says, they don't know what to do. they don't have any skills. because they didn't go to school because they can't afford to pay the tuition fee. they can hardly eat, how can they go to school? and most of them are not healthy because they live besides the river that is so dirty.

the government is doing something. but they are not doing so much. they are giving out 100 thousand rupiahs per month to the poor. but they didn't gave them place to work. in my opinion, it only makes them more lazy. they do nothing, and 100 thousand rups will come every month.
they want to subsidized the poor like european country does?? well thats not the same!! with that subsidy, they can live there. here??
it will help in someway or another, but not much. its better if the government use that money and open a place for them to work. or give the children a free of charge school. or a free health care. thats what this people really need.

sometimes i wonder, if the people of the higher level that can spend that much money on Louis Vuitton, Jimmy Choo, or Diane von Furstenberg, would just hold their desire to buy that LV, JC or DvF and give the money to the poor or to a social organization, maybe that will help a bit.

there are many poor Indonesian, but have you ever seen the streets?? there are Ferrari or Mercedes SLK running there. the rich are going to be richer, and the poor are going to be poorer. and the government is doing nothing that affects.

i know, if i'm in the rich's position, would i able to sacrifice some of my money to the poor? and if i give it to a social organization, i don't think it will reach the poor. have you ever seen the news lately?? so many corruption case was finally revealed. that is only the ones that they told the public. and the unpublished case? i bet there's more of that.
i don't have any idea where to start to end this devil's circle. help the poor, by giving out money, "they" will corrupt it. not giving out money, the poor is getting poorer. fix the corruption problem, how many government official will be put to court? the judges will be so busy doing those trials. and plus, the judges are not an angel or something. more money is going to go their way.
the devil's circle won't end i guess. this corruption and beggar mentality have already become the charscteristic of an Indonesian.

shamed to say to the world that Indonesia is that crappy. but what am i suppose to do?

like Aa Gym says, that it starts by doing 3 things.
1. start with yourself.
2. start from the little things.
3. start today

but would it matter if i'm the only one who did that?? and i think no one has ever reach the heart of the riches.

my beloved Indonesia. what will this country be?

i just realize..

2008-06-12T23:30:00.004+07:00

that i need a job right away.. coz i cant afford my lifestyle. its the 12th, but i already ran out of money.. i wonder what things i bought this pass week.
lets see,
- i went to sushi tei and spent 150 thousand there
- i bought daily needs 3 times this pass week and i spent about 150 thousand.
- bought a big fat carton of a mild. spent 80 thousand.
- bought credit for my cells. 250 thousand.
- taxi and meals when visiting ririe. 100 thousand

geezzzzz!!!! no wonder!!!!
i pay for my net connection 150 thousand each months. and my gym fee 400 thousand.

i really have to start working right away. really!!! shit..

thanks to oxzygenz

2008-05-23T19:49:00.000+07:00

tadi sempat YMan ama Oxzygenz.. i told him that i missed Eghiet.. bbrapa hari sebelumnya, aku sempet ngobrol ama Eghiet. dan aku bilang kalo aku masih segitu sayangnya ama dia. dan tampaknya dia ga gitu ke aku. he moved on..

and today, i missed him.. a lot.. tadi sempet nyapa dia di YM.. tapi ga dibales.. (bukan nyapa, mungkin memberi pernyataan lebih tepatnya).. sediiihhh.. trus akhirnya nyapa oxzygenz dan dia nyuruh dengerin lagu Andra & The Backbone yang Selamat Tinggal Masa Lalu.. huwaaaahhh.. sebelum donlod lagunya, aku ngeliat teksnya... mmmmmmhhhhh, iris aja hati gueeee!!!

tapi pas udah denger lagunya, bnr2 ngasi energi ekstra..

the msg is: LET'S MOVE ON!!!

btw, lagu ini buat Winda jg nih.. ayo cin, kita move on sama2.. i'm here with you coz i know u'll be there for me

lagunya aku upload di music.. yang mau donlod, disana aja yah..

what's gonna happen?

2008-04-28T05:11:00.003+07:00

gosh.. tonite, i can't sleep. tried to close my eyes, and it only worked for like fifteen minutes. it's been a couple of nights i haven't got proper sleep.
and now, it's 5.13 in the morning, and i still can't sleep.. i have this weird feeling that something's gonna happen. gosh.. what's with me??

missing him

2008-04-27T04:19:00.002+07:00

well, here i go again.. crying my eyes out. i know he don't love me anymore. but it's still hard for me to accept. i wish things could work out. help me made up my mind.. hiks.

recap cerita!! :D

2008-03-16T15:51:00.005+07:00

banyak banget yang pengen diceritain.. tapi bingung mau mulai dari mana.. ini nih kelemahan gue. suka numpuk2in bahan blog. terus, sekalinya pen blogging, malah blank.. ahhaha.. odong!

jumat malem kmrn, pergi ke fatahillah krn diajakin faisal liat pameran foto plus ada pasar malam. nyampe disana, kita semua jatuh cinta ama suasananya. taman fatahillah itu udah kaya alun-alun selatan keraton jogja..

sebelum mulai foto-foto, kita berniat buat makan dulu. pas makan, kita udah ngerancang2 mau difoto dimana. ternyata, kelar makan, ujan turun gede2.. duuuhhh.. akhirnya kita mutusin utk pulang.. (maaf, ya fai.. padahal gue pengeeeeeeeeeennnnnnnn bgt foto2 disana.. uhuhuhu)

dari fatahillah, kita mengunjungi mas clark kent.. masuk rumah, kita harus berjuang melawan ketakutan akan gigitan salsa, rumba n fancy.. ahahahah.. akhirnya kita maen uno, bikin sandwich tuna, ngenet ampe bosan, dan akhirnya tidur berjelepakan di kamar. ahahah..

sabtunya, gue jalan ama ka tata. diajakin makan di thai express.. ahahha.. trus nemu cardi lucuuuu. :D :D

dan hari ini adalah hari minggu.. ahahha.. ga penting bgt yah blogging-an gw hari ini??

oiya, hari rabu, gue dapet surprise dari icha dan ellora. THEY PIMP MY ROOM!!! ahahaha.. jadi, kelar kuliah, mereka dateng ke kosan dan bilang, 'kak, kami datang dengan misi perdamaian.. kami mau beresin kamar lo..' ahahahah.. senangnyaaaaa..

ga lama, paijo n kangmas dateng. mulailah mereka menggeser2 barang2 dan membuang yang ga penting2. gue, in the other hand, dipaksa keluar dan ga boleh sama sekali ngeliat kamar. bener2 kaya 'pimp my room'.. ahahaha..
hasilnya, kamar gue rapiiiiiiihhhhh banget. trus, akhirnya jendela kamar gue bisa dibuka karena ga ketutupan lemari. ahahahha..

THANKS YOU GUYS!!!!

too late to regret

2008-01-23T09:48:00.000+07:00

i've let him go ages ago. i've moved on. i've been in and out on other relationships. but still, watching him with someone else hurts deep inside. and predicting that he's going to marry her, breaks it even more.

it's not that i don't like to see him happy. it's the fact that the one who makes him happy is not me.

i have to try hard to accept this situation. treating him as my friend is so hard to do. but i have to manage. he got new life. and that doesn't include me in the package.

maybe i'm not in love with him anymore. but there's always that feeling everytime he's around. well, he was my first serious love, my first kiss, the first person i've introduced to the whole family. he was the one person that understands me. he was the one who can stand my needy-ness. he knows what to do when i'm down. when i'm in my PMS period, when i cry, he cheered me up. i felt comfort everytime i'm with him. he gave me motivation to study. to learn anything from around me. he was and still is the nicest person i've ever met. he got this positive aura that spread to the people around him.

i am that stupid to let him go. he's one of a kind. and letting him go maybe is one of the most stupid thing i ever do my entire life.

but i'm grateful i know this kind of guy. and be friends with him til now. i still can talk to him and ask his opinion about anything. that is more than enough for now.

thanks, zul.. :)

too much whies, and no answer :(

2008-01-18T03:04:00.000+07:00

i wanna be 4 years old again. where everything is THAT simple. where the only thing that bothers me is: which barbie's storyline should i play today. where there's no pressure around me.

why can't i stay young and cute and innocent? why do i have to carry the responsibilities for the actions i did? why can't life stay that simple? why do i have to grow older? why do i face this much problems?
i don't think i'm that strong to face this kind of trouble. i'm an expert in making problems. but i'm worst in solving it.

and when i'm sinking in that deep hole that i can't get out, there's always my family pulling me up. everytime. but what do i give them in return? NOTHING, N.O.N.E..

i feel so ashamed. i feel so small. i have no responsibilities for everything that i do. i only think about today. now. i never think what i'm gonna be in the next 5 or 10 or 20 years. where i will be.

gosh. i'm a total failure. and if i failed again in this thing i'm doing, i don't know what i'm gonna do to myself.

i wanna grow up. not getting older. but be wiser. handle the consequences for the things i did. be responsible for the option that i chose.

i wanna wake up. do this thing i'm doing. and doing it right.

i wanna put the proud look on my parents' faces again. in which the last time i received it about five years ago.

tell me, where do i start? because i've sunk in this dipshit for like years, now. and i can't set my priority. i can't set my mind to learning mode.

i want to be a dentist. i want to manage my own clinic. i still want to be Katherine Adelina, drg. Sp. Ortho. damnnn.. that seemed like a long journey ahead. can i make it to the end?

i want to raise a family. if i don't have any degree, how will i support my family? how am i gonna pay for the toys i wanted my kids to have? pay their tuition fee where it will be 100 times more expensive then mine.

looking back when i was in highschool, i felt i'm more mature then. i've lost my principles along my college years. i used to think i have to have my own sallary so i can help my husband support my family. and this is one of those thing that encourage me to learn more. to do more. but then i became softer. i avoid challanges. i refuse to stand up and speak my mind. in the end i became follower. not a leader. i take orders from people.

it's such a shame when years ago, my dad set me up to become a leader. at least for my self. and look at me now. nowhere near that imagination. :(

please, Allah.. help me get through this. give me Your blessing. but if being a dentist is not good for me, for my family, or for my belief, guide me to the one You've chosen for me.. amin..

bingung.. kesel..

2008-01-05T02:47:00.000+07:00

jadi, setelah nyokap tau ttg sesuatu yang mestinya bisa gue selesaiin sendiri, gue ga dibolehin untuk balik ke jkt. karena kata nyokap, ntar gw terpengaruh lagi ama kelakuan gue yang dulu. tapi, karena ade gue ketinggalan laptop pas gue lagi di padang dan ade gue udah berangkat ke bandung, jadinya gue juga disuruh nyokap nyusulin ade gue ke bandung dengan mbawa laptopnya.

trus udah gitu, sekarang gue bingung gitu apa yang mesti gue bikin. gue ga boleh ke jakarta, sedangkan kerjaan gue banyak yang mesti diselesaiin di jakarta. gue dipaksa pulang ke pekanbaru. tapi gue gada kerjaan di sana. bisa jadi babi gue disana. emak-bapak kerja. gue ngelamun sendiri di rumah.
kalo gue ttp stay dibandung, bisa abis duit banyak gue. soalnya karena bnr2 cuman dikosan doang dengan gada kerjaan, kemungkinan gue akan keluar2 mulu. ngajakin tmn2 gue belanja lah, nongkrong dmn.. kan jadinya malah ngabis2in duit yang lebih banyak lagi.

puyeng gue.. gue bener2 ga niat balik ke pekanbaru. tapi ya gmn? mau nolak jg itu nyokap gue. tapi kalo gue tetap balik, bisa mati bunuh diri gue dirumah. wekekekek..

next topic..

gue lagi keseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelllllllllllllll bgt sama tmn gue. ga bisa dibilang temen deket siy, karena dia cuma tau segitu2nya ttg gue. tapi ga bisa dibilang tmn basa basi jg siy. krn gue sering ada kerjaan dan pergi ama dia.
jadi, gue cerita ttg sesuatu hal yang amat mendesak ke A. nah ternyata si miss B ini denger. trus dia malah cerita2 ke tmn2 gue yang lain yang menurut gue perlu untuk tau, tapi GA dari orang lain. sooner or later gue akan cerita ke si C, tmn gue ini. tiba2 si C nlp gue dengan nada agak kecewa krn bukan jadi orang yg nmr 1 tau. kan gue jadi ga enak. sedangkan pada awalnya gue cerita ke si A adalah untuk menentukan langkah yang akan diambil untuk kegiatan kita.
gue agak ga respect ama si B. karena menurut gue anaknya agak2 arogan. mungkin karena dua kali jadi orang penting, jadinya dia agak2 besar kepala. belum lagi dengan mulutnya yang ga bisa nyimpen apa2, menurut gue dia bukan tipe pemimpin ideal.. untuk sharing ilmu, pun, dia bukan orang yang bagus. dia agak menganggap remeh orang yang ga punya apa2 dan rela belajar. ntahlah.. makin males aja ama dia. :(

okay, forget about that biatch..

today i went on a journey.. wakakka.. ga journey2 bgt lah.. tapi tadi abis shalat jumat, gue jalan ama anjar. setelah bingung mau makan dimana, akhirnya kita mutusin untuk makan di sushi tei. trus setelah kenyang, anjar nganter gue ke kosannya winda. winda yang lagi sakit flu berat plus tadi jatoh dari tangga gue ajakin pesen makanan ibu sebelah kosannya.. sejam kemudian ade gue jemput dengan lelaki baru.. trus kita makan ke kafe lantera di dago pakar. trus, makan pepperoni pizza. untung thin crust pizza. jadi ga terlalu menganyangkan. udah gitu kita balik ke kosan. trus, ga berapa lama, pergi lagi ama bram. makan di nasi kalong. enaaaakkkK!!! trus, ngobrol plus maen kartu di oh la la ampe jam stgh2 mlm.. wakakakak.. capeee.. dan dompet ge juga capeeeeee.. wekekekeke..

stories?? i owe you a lot!!

2007-12-25T00:58:00.000+07:00

duh, bingung mau mulei cerita darimana..

sekarang lagi sibuk ama kampus dan BEM serta parlemen. hasil dari pemilu BEM dan parlemen siy sesuai dengan keinginan. tapi kok ya tetep aja ada pihak2 yang ga suka dengan itikad baik kita.
jadi 3 minggu terakhir ini, gue berperang melawan rezim yang ada di usakti. fkg khususnya. sebenernya siy, ngeliat kenyataannya, kita udah sangat2 menang.. tapi kok ya ttp aja mereka nggrecokin mulu.. cape ngeladeninnya. tapi kalo kita diem aja, ntar dianggap mengalah. jadi harus ttp struggling. hiks..

dan detik ini sebenarnya gue lagi di pekanbaru. menikmati liburan 3 minggu yang menyenangkan.. huehehe.. gmn ga menyenangkan, dirumah kerja gue makan-tidur doang.. trus, gue sedang menjalani proses detoksifikasi.. wekekekek.. karena 3 minggu gue akan cuti dari asap rokok.. huwaaaahhh.. dan ini udah minggu kedua yang sangat berat. karena ga bisa ngerokok, akhirnya gue makan mulu.. masaolooo, masa yah, gue pernah makan nasi, roti goreng, mie rebus, jeruk, puding, risoles yang ada di kulkas.. haduuuhhh.. itu makanan yang gue santap dari sejak bangun pagi sampai jam 4an.. gimana ga gembul bgt gue disini.. huhuhuhuuu..

dan entah kenapa, selama dirumah ini, gue seneng bgt masak. IMAGINE!! ririn memasak buat papa!! wekekekek.. adaaaaaa aja yang mau gue masak.. capcay lah, mie kare rebus pake bumbu2 extra, roti goreng, apaaaalaaahhh gt.. sampe gue bilang ama nyokap, gue minta diajarin masak. wakakkaka... kayak gue bakal kawin dalam waktu deket gini.. aneh!!

my love life?? hmmm, sepertinya cuti dulu dari percintaan.. sekarang bener2 lagi ga kepikiran ama lelaki.. bener2 fokus ke kampus dan organisasi.. takutnya, kalo punya cowo malah ga keurus kan kasian juga dia-nya.
dan sekarang gue lagi seneng2nya menjomblo.. bisa nemplok sana nemplok sini.. hueheheh.. kayak kmrn, gue lagi pengen gandengan, si lelaki itu gue gandeng.. trus, pengen jalan, si lelaki ini yang gue ajak.. huehehehe.. bebaaaassssssshhhh,, :D :D
ternyata sendiri itu enak juga.. gada yang mau cemburuin. trus gada yang perlu dijaga perasaannya. hueheheh.. :P

openg, pelatih tenis sekaligus ttm dari jaman baheula udah tunangan. dan dia jahat bgt ga cerita ama gue. dia bilang ama winda. tapi dia bnr2 ga usaha buat ngasi tau gue. sedih.. dan makin yakin kalo ternyata dia beneran tunangan setelah liat video-nya di HP ari.. hiks..
ari, adenya openg, soulmate gue dari SMP, juga udah punya wanita baru.. trus, cenya cemburuan gt. dan gue cuman ngasi tips buat cenya: 'aku ga bakal kemana2 lho.. bilang ama dia, kalo ttp mau sama kau, jgn cemburuin aku. cape2in aja. aku ga bakal pergi'.
dan ari cuman cengar-cengir.. hueheheh..

keluarga, kayaknya makin solid dengan adanya pertikaian di yayasan keluarga. makin bersatu buat ngelawan si nenek lampir..
sumpah ya, si nenek lampir itu bnr2 minta ditonjok bgt. jadi, dia itu adalah salah satu pejabat di sekolah yang dikelola yayasan keluarga gue. dan dengan culasnya dia ngambil keuntungan sebanyak2nya dari sekolah itu, dan menggemukkan rekeningnya. brengsek bgt. padahal bisa dibilang dia itu digedein ama kakek gue. setelah kakek gue gada, malah dia nikam dari belakang. sekolah itu emang dipercayain keluarga ke dia. karena emang dari jaman awal sekolah itu berdiri, dia udah kerja disana. gila, how money can make you blind and forget how to say thanks. sekarang keluarga gue lagi struggling buat ngambil sekolah itu. bukan ngambil karena sekolah itu udah bagus dan keluarga gue ngelola karena udah gampang. tapi justru makin lama, sekolah itu makin bobrok dan ga keurus.

ntah kenapa, seharian ini, dari sejak bangun tdr, i got travis yang love will come through in my head. over and over i sang that song. nyari di ipod, ternyata ga kemasuk kesana. akhirnya gue donlod dari multiply. hueheheh.. dan ini udah yang ke sembilan kalinya gue dengerin lagu ini.. huehehe..

'so take me, dont leave me
take me, don't leave me
baby, love will come through
it's just waiting for you..'

hueheh.. ntah kenapa, gue nyanyiin lagu itu seharian, dan kepikiran buat ngasi ke si lelaki 'colorado'.. hueheheh.. tapi ga berani ah.. mo pake prinsip helen aja: ngefans ama dia. dan kalo dia suka balik, berarti itu adalah sebuah bonus. hueheheh...

kayaknya siy si lelaki colorado ini, udah tau banget kalo gue suka ama dia. secara dia sangat2 sensitif kalo masalah wanita. bisa dibilang, dia itu jelmaannya mel gibson di film what woman wants (waakakak.. lebay abeeeeessss).. bbrapa kali jalan bareng, anak2 ngata2in gueeee mulu.. wekekekekeke.. udah ga tau lah gmn bentuk muka gue didepan dia.. heuehueeheueh..

masih pusing masalah reuni.. lokasi belum dapet, sponsor apalagi, konsep acara masih amburadul.. huuhuhuhuhuhuh.. help!!!

ngantuuuukkk.. :(

take this memory outta my head

2007-10-18T01:34:00.000+07:00

can't get you out of my head.

hate this feeling.

thinking about you,
when you're not.

hate that i love you,
when you're not.

what do i do to get you out of my head?

letting him go.. and other stories

2007-10-06T08:17:00.000+07:00

jadi hari kamis, 4 okt, icha, dilla & adit ngadain buka bareng Muharam. memperingati tiga anak gila itu naik klinik. dibooking lah tempat di the buffett CL buat 12 orang yang uhuy2 bangeedd.. :P
jadi, gue kebangun jam setengah 4 sore. dan ngeliat sebuah delivery report di hp gue. ternyata delivery report sms gue ke si aneh.

udah dua hari dia ngilang ntah kemana. janjian kerumah dia, malah dia ga pulang2. kan ga lucu gue nganterin kado ulang tahun dia, malah dianya gada dirumah. ditanyain ke botak, ga tau, bingung.. ternyata dia sengaja matiin hp karena brantem ama nyokapnya. deuuuh, when will you grow up, aneh?? if you got a problem, deal with it, don't run..

so, akhirnya gue memutuskan buat kerumahnya nganterin kue yang udah 5 hari ada di freezer kosan. trus, sampe dirumahnya, ternyata gue ditinggal tidur lagi!! (pengalama pertama gue ditinggal tidur, pas gue mau ketemu nyokapnya). padahal gue dah bilang mau kesana.

akhirnya kaca dekat kasurnya gue gedor2 pake kunci. trus gue kasi kue dan kadonya. gue beliin dia dasi. gue pikir, pasti akan kepake ama dia. setidaknya, ntar pas dia wisuda, walopun gw ga ama dia lagi, tapi kalo dia make dasi itu, kan dia bisa keingetan gue T.T

nah trus, karena taksi gue nunggu (inget, kan, gue harus buru2 ke CL lagi karena mau buka bareng ama anak2 muharam), gue masuk rumah cuman mo ngasi kado doang. abis itu gue cium tangan dia dan cium pipinya trus langsung pulang.

dari kemaren, sebenernya gue bertekad buat lepasin dia setelah ngasi kadonya. so, pas di taksi, gue sms dan bilang,
'thanks for the 10 months. i'm letting you go now'
dan ga lama, dia telpon. tapi suaranya keciiiiiiiiiiiiiiiil banged. dan yang gue denger, dia cuman bilang, '..makasih kadonya..'
uhuhuhuhuhuuu.. pen nangis kejer.. tapi sok kuat karena malu ama abang2 supir taksinya.. nyampe di CL, pas nunggu anak2 nyampe, gue coba telpon si winjul. tapi ga diangkat2.. sombong gila de dia mentang2 udah nyampe pekanbaru. akhirnya mencari cinta yang lain.. yaitu si ibu gila. pengeeeeeeeennnn banged bisa balik dan mukul2 bantal. tapi gimana lagi, gue udah nyampe di the buffett CL. masa mo ngelewatin makan2 gratisan.. huehehe..

kelar dari CL, gue balik ama hanum. dan ngobrol2 dulu. jadi agak2 lupa deh ama masalah gue. trus, karena siang2nya udah keburu janji telpon si mamat metal temen kosan si aneh, jadilah gue telponan ama si metal.
gue ngobrol satu setengah jam ama dia. cerita macem2lah.. tolol ngobrol ama anak sinting itu.. wwkwkwkwk..
tapi, pas cerita2 ama dia, malah nacong-nangis colongan. huehehe.. eeeh, si metal malah curcol-curhat colongan.. wakakkaka..

kelar telponan ama mamat, gue telponan ama yoga. agak2 hiks hiks jg siyyy.. tapi yaaa, sok kuat.. ga lama malah ketiduran karena kecapean nangis.. hueheh..

'and today, i'm officially missing him'

lirik2 di cdnya si aneh

2007-09-28T02:29:00.000+07:00

btw, kalo mau cdnya, silakan pesen ke akyu yah.. huehehe..
puyeng, puyeng dah liat lagunya :D

imogen heap - hide & seek
where are we?
what the hell is going on?
the dust has only just begun to fall
crop circles in the carpet
sinking feeling

spin me round again
and rub my eyes,
this can't be happening
when busy streets a mess with people
would stop to hold their heads - heavy

hide and seek
trains and sewing machines
all those years
they were here first

oily marks appear on walls
where pleasure moments hung before the takeover,
the sweeping insensitivity of this still life

hide and seek
trains and sewing machines (oh, you won't catch me around here)
blood and tears (hearts)
they were here first

Mmmm whacha say,
Mmmm that you only meant well?
well of course you did
Mmmm whacha say,
Mmmm that its all for the best?
of course it is
Mmmm whacha say?
Mmmm that it's just what we need
you decided this
Mmmm whacha say?
Mmmm what did she say?

ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut outs
speak no feeling no i don't believe you
you don't care a bit,
you don't care a bit

(hide and seek)
ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut outs

(hide and seek)
speak no feeling no i don't believe you
you don't care a bit,
you don't care a (you don't care a) bit

(hide and seek)
oh no, you don't care a bit
oh no, you don't care a bit

(hide and seek)
oh no, you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit

kla project - semoga
Merenungkanmu kini, menggugah haruku
Berbagai kenangan berganti, masa yang t'lah lalu
Sebenarnya ku ingin menggali hasrat untuk kembali...

Melukiskanmu lagi, di dalam benakku
Perlahan terbayang pasti garis wajahmu
Kehangatan cinta kasih dapat kubaca jelas di situ...

Adakah waktu mendewasakan kita
Kuharap masih ada hati bicara
Mungkinkah saja terurai satu persatu
Pertikaian yang dulu, bagai pintaku...

Semoga...

Lihatlah ku di sini, memendam rindu
Setiap ku berseru, yang kusebut hanya namamu...

Adakah waktu mendewasakan kita
Kuharap masih ada hati bicara
Mungkinkah saja terurai satu persatu
Pertikaian yang dulu, bagai pintaku...

Sebenarnya kuingin menggali hasrat kembali
Kuharap agar kau mengerti...

Semoga...

coldplay - the scientist
Come up to meet you
Tell you I’m sorry
You don’t know how lovely you are

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Aww let’s go back to the start

Runnin’ in circles
[sounds like] Comin’ our tails
Heads on the science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Aww take me back to the start

I was just guessin’
At numbers and figures
Pullin’ the puzzles apart

Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Tell me you love me
Come back to haunt me
Oh when I rush to the start

Runnin’ in circles
[sounds like] Chasin’ our tails
Comin’ back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Aww It’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I’m goin’ back to the start

foo fighters - walking after you
Tonight Im tangled in my blanket of clouds
Dreaming aloud
Things just wont do without you, matter of fact
Im on your back, Im on your back, Im on your back

If you walk out on me, Im walking after you
If you walk out on me, Im walking after you

If youd accept surrender, Ill give up some more
Werent you adored
I cannot be without you, matter of fact
Im on your back, Im on your back, Im on your back

If you walk out on me, Im walking after you
If you walk out on me, Im walking after you

Another heart is cracked in two, Im on your back

I cannot be without you, matter of fact
Im on your back, Im on your back, Im on your back

If you walk out on me, Im walking after you
If you walk out on me, Im walking after you
If you walk out on me, Im walking after you

Another heart is cracked in two, Im on your back

lemar - what about love?
What if I took my time to love you?
What if I put no one above you?
What if I did the things
That really mattered?
What if I ran through
Hoops of disaster?

No one would care if
We never made it
We're in this alone
So why don't we face it
There is no room to
Blame one another
We just need time to
Forgive each other

What about love?
What about feeling?
What about all the things that make life worth living?
What about faith?
What about trust?
And tell me baby...what about us?

How can I give this
Love a new beginning?
How can I stop the rain?
It's never ending
How do I keep my soul believing?
Memories of how we
Should be keep calling

I'll take the rivers rise
I'll take the happy times
I'll take the moments of disaster

elliott yamin - wait for you
I never felt nothing in the world like this before,
Now I'm missing you and I'm wishing you would come back through my door.
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know,
So now I'm all alone.
Girl, you could have stayed
But you wouldnt give me a chance.
With you not around, it's a little bit more than I can stand.
And all my tears they
Keep running down my face.
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside,
This is not how you want it to be.

So, baby, I will wait for you.
'Cause I don't know what else I can do.
Don't tell me I ran out of time.
If it takes the rest of my life,

Baby, I will wait for you.
If you think I'm fine, it just aint true.
I really need you in my life.
No matter what I have to do, I'll wait for you.

It's been a long time since you called me.
(How could you forget about me?)
You gotta be feeling crazy.
How can you walk away?
Everything stays the same,
I just can't do it, baby.
What will it take to make you come back?
Girl, I told you what it is and it just ain't like that.
Why can't you look at me?
You're still in love with me.
Don't leave me crying.

Baby, why can't we just-- just start over again?
Get it back to the way it was.
If you give me a chance, I can love you right.
But you're telling me it won't be enough.

So, baby, I will wait for you.
'Cause I don't know what else I can do.
Don't tell me I ran out of time.
If it takes the rest of my life,

Baby, I will wait for you.
If you think I'm fine, it just ain't true.
I really need you in my life,
No matter what I have to do, I'll wait for you.

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you're keeping inside.
That is not how you want it to be.

Baby, I will wait for you.
(for you) Oooooh.
Baby, I will wait for you.
If it's the last thing I do,

Baby, I will wait for you,
'Cause I don't know what else I can do.
Don't tell me I ran out of time.
If it takes the rest of my life,

Baby, I will wait for you.
If you think I'm fine, it just ain't true.
I really need you in my life,
No matter what I have to do, I'll wait for you.

I'll be waiting.

d'cinnamons - selamanya cinta
Di kala hati resah
Sribu ragu datang memaksa ku
Rindu smakin menyerang
Kalaulah aku dapat membaca pikiranmu
Dengan sayap pengharapan ku ingin terbang jauh

Biar awan pun gelisah
Daun-daun jatuh berguguran
Namun cintamu kasih terbit laksana bintang
Yang bersinar cerah menerangi jiwaku

Andaikan ku dapat mengungkapkan perasaanku
Hingga membuat kau percaya
Akan ku berikan seutuhnya rasa cintaku
Selamanya, selamanya

Andaikan ku dapat mengungkapkan perasaanku
Hingga membuat kau percaya
Akan ku berikan seutuhnya rasa cintaku
Rasa cinta yang tulus dari dasar lubuk hatiku

Tuhan, jalinkanlah cinta pertama slamanya

andien - gemintang
Gemintang
Awali indahnya cerita
Melantunkan rasa
Nyanyikan
Denting nada dan senyuman
Menghadirkan cinta

Resahku menepi indahku bersemi
Mengingat utuh bayangmu

Hatiku mengucap kata merindukanmu
Laksana nyata manis nuansa
Dan jika gemintang tiada lagi melagu
Kisahku yang mencinta dirimu
Kan slalu abadi

Rembulan
Temani indah malam ini
Menyatukan asa
Lukiskan
Dekap hangat yang kau beri
Mengartikan kita

Gemintang nyanyikan
Rembulan lukiskan

chicago - if you leave me now
If you leave me now
you'll take away the biggest part of me
Uh uh uh uh no baby please don't go

And if you leave me now
you'll take away the very heart of me
Uh uh uh uh no baby please don't go
Uh uh uh uh girl I just want you to stay

A love like ours is love that's hard to find
How could we let it slip away
We've come too far to leave it all behind
How could we end it all this way
When tomorrow comes and we'll both regret
The things we said today

A love like ours is love that's hard to find
How could we let it slip away
We've come too far to leave it all behind
How could we end it all this way
When tomorrow comes and we'll both regret
The things we said today

If you leave me now
you'll take away the biggest part of me
Uh uh uh uh no baby please don't go
Uh girl, just got to have you by my side

Uh uh uh uh no baby, please don't go

Oh mama, I just got to have your lovin, yeah

gigi - romansa yang hilang
bunga - bunga kebahagiaan
kini hilang oleh sifat keakuanmu
ku hanya meminta padamu
bawalah kehangatan yang dulu ada

salahkah aku
bila perhatianku
melebihi apa yang kau mau
maaf sayangku
bila perhatianku
menutup perasaan kebebasanmu

kembalikan rasa cintamu padaku
kembalikan padaku
ku memohon tak lebih hanya itu

kembalikan rasa sayangmu padaku
hanya rasa cintamu
tersimpan di puing hatiku

bicaralah sayang padaku
keadaan ini sungguh menghancurkanku
dan tak seharusnya terjadi
kehangatanmu menjadi tak berarti

nickelback - far away
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you know

I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
Cause you know, you know, you know

I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

So far away
(So far away)
Far away for far too long
So far away
(So far away)
been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

All I wanted
I wanted you to stay
Cause I needed
I need to hear you say:
that I love you
(I love you)
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
(and I forgive you)
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me...never let me go
(Keep breathing)
Hold on to me...never let me go
(Keep breathing)
Hold on to me...never let me go

nelly furtado - all good things (come to and end)
Honestly what will become of me
Don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is dandy
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming

Flames to dust (dust)
Lovers to friends (friends)
Why do all good things come to an end? (end)
Flames to dust (dust)
Lovers to friends (friends)
Why do all good things come to an end?

Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets in and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why

Flames to dust (dust)
Lovers to friends (friends)
Why do all good things come to an end? (end)
Flames to dust (dust)
Lovers to friends (friends)
Why do all good things come to an end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Die...Die....Die...Die...

Flames to dust (dust)
Lovers to friends (friends)
Why do all good things come to an end? (end)
Flames to dust (dust)
Lovers to friends (friends)
Why do all good things come to an end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it will come soon
And the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.

once - aku mau
Kau boleh acuhkan diriku
Dan anggap ku tak ada
Tapi takkan merubah perasaanku
Kepadamu

Kuyakin pasti suatu saat
Semua kan terjadi
Kau kan mencintaiku
Dan tak akan pernah melepasku

Aku mau mendampingi dirimu
Aku mau cintai kekuranganmu
Selalu bersedia bahagiakanmu
Apapun terjadi
Kujanjikan aku ada

Kau boleh jauhi diriku
Namun kupercaya
Kau kan mencintaiku
Dan tak akan pernah melepasku

Aku mau mendampingi dirimu
Aku mau cintai kekuranganmu
Aku yang rela terluka
Untuk masa lalu

the corrs feat alejandro sanz - the hardest day
One more day, one last look
Before I leave it all behind
And play the role that's meant for us
That said we'd say goodbye

One more night, by your side
Where our dreams collide and all we have is everything
There's no pain, no hurt, there's no wrong, it's all right

If I promise to believe will you believe
That there's nowhere that we'd rather be
Nowhere describes where we are
I’ve no choice, I love you leave,
Love you wave goodbye

And all I ever wanted was to stay
And nothing in this world’s gonna change, change

Never wanna wake up from this night
Never wanna leave this moment
Waiting for you only, only you
Never gonna forget every single thing you do
When loving you is my finest hour
Leaving you, the hardest day of my life
The hardest day of my life

I still breathe, I still eat
And the sun it shines the same as it did yesterday
But there's no warmth, no light
I feel empty inside

But I never will regret a single day
I know it isn't going to go away
What I'm feeling for you
I will always love you
Leave, love you wave goodbye

And all, and all I ever wanted was to stay
Nothing in this world's gonna change...

Never wanna wake up from this night
Never wanna leave this moment
Waiting for you only, only you
Never gonna forget every single thing you do
When loving you is my finest hour
I never knew I'd ever feel this way
I feel for you...

Never wanna wake up, I feel for you, from this night
Never wanna leave this moment
Wainting for you only, only you
Never gonna forget every single thing you do
When loving you is my finest hour
Leaving you, the hardest day of my life...
Never wanna wake up from this night...

celine dion - to love you more
Take me back into the arms I love
Need me like you did before
Touch me once again
And remember when
There was no one that you wanted more

Don't go you know you'll break my heart
She won't love you like I will
I'm the one who'll stay
When she walks away
And you know I'll be standing here still

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

See me as if you never knew
Hold me so you can't let go
Just believe in me
I will make you see
All the things that your heart needs to know

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

Some way all the love that we had can be saved
Whatever it takes we'll find a way

Believe me
I will make you see
All the things that your heart needs to know

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
Can't you see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

daniel powter - love you lately
You packed your last two bags,
A taxi's 'round the bend.
You used to laugh out loud,
But you can't remember when.
You lost your lies.
It's like you're moving out of time,
And the whole word crumbles right beneath you.

So, I might've made a few mistakes,
But that was back when you would smile,
And we would go everywhere,
But we ain't been there for awhile.
And this I know,
There's a place that we can go-
A place where I can finally let you know.

'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.
We're the only ones that are 'round.
We're the only ones that are 'round this Babylon.

I hope you find whatever you've been lookin' for.
Just remember where you're from and who you are,
'Cause there's a thousand lights that'll make you feel brand new,
But if you ever lose your way, I'll leave one on for you.

'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.
So, come back and you sit down. Relax.
Everything's to see that you've come a long, long way,
And it's the place that you should be.

'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.
'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.
And we're the only ones that are 'round,
We're the only ones that are 'round this Babylon.

aqualung - brighter than sunshine
I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore
What a feeling

Tied up in ancient history
I didnt believe in destiny
I look up you're standing next to me
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
And it's brighter than sunshine

I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again
What a feeling

I didn't have the strength to fight
Suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun, sun, shine.

Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

I got a feeling in my soul ...

andra and the backbone - sempurna
Kau begitu sempurna
Dimataku kau begitu indah
kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujimu

Disetiap langkahku
Kukan slalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna.. Sempurna..

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

lagunya si aneh

2007-09-28T02:15:00.000+07:00

spoiler: pen ngasi lagu ini buat si aneh di ulang tahunnya. emang siy, kita udah ga sama2 lagi, dan kmrn sempet kesal bungeeeddd ama dia. tapi, tadi ketemu lagi ama dia, jadi lemah lagi. jadi mellow lagi. jadi pen bikin sesuatu buat ulang tahunnya. sedih.. hikssss..

1. Imogen Heap - Hide & Seek
2. KLa Project - Semoga
3. Coldplay - The Scientist
4. Foo Fighters - Walkin After You
5. Lemar - What About Love?
6. Elliot Yamin - Wait For You
7. D'Cinnamons - Selamanya Cinta
8. Andien - Gemintang
9. Chicago - If You Leave Me Now
10. GIGI - Romansa Yang Hilang
11. Nickelback - Far Away
12. Nelly Furtado - All Good Things (Come To An End)
13. Once - Aku Mau
14. Alejandro Sanz & The Corrs - The Hardest Day
15. Celine Dion - To Love You More
16. Daniel Powter - Love You Lately
17. Aqualung - Brighter Than Sunshine
18. Andra & The BackBone - Sempurna

ntar de, kapan2 aku post lirik2nya.. daleeeemmm bgt :(

stories.. stories..

2007-09-24T23:25:00.000+07:00

dalam seminggu banyak banget yang terjadi. aku batal pergi buka bareng coz of one thing and another. sedih. padahal dah niat banget mau ketemu anak2. and the cause of my cancellation, couldn't even bother to say sorry. bitch!!

tapi akhirnya terobati karena pergi sahur on the road sama anak2 BEM periode ditya. senaaanggg.. seruuu, walaupun diselingi dengan insiden mual2nya gue. beruntung ada ano yang selalu siaga *kayak suami siaga.. wekekeke..*. jadinya, pas nyampe taman menteng, dia dengan sukarela mijitin punggung gue.

walopun rute sahurnya muter ga jelas aja, tapi seru bgt. krn dah lama bgt mungkin ga ngumpul2 ama anak2. jadi rutenya, dari sarinah, ke tanah abang, ke harmoni, ke senen, ke menteng, muter di kuningan sambil ngamuk2 ke ano, trus baru deh ke taman menteng. ternyata, gue masuk angin ribut kalo menurut dina. hehehe, ga penting sih, tapi tetep aja marah2 mulu ama ano. wkwkkwkw..

abis imsak, kita sholat subuh di mesjid cut meutia. abis itu baru de balik.. ends up ngobrol ama ano ampe jam stgh 7.. huehehe..

btw, kevin adenya ditya lucu jg ;;) wakakakkakaka..

12 sept, the saddest day :(

2007-09-13T23:47:00.000+07:00

i really broke up with beppu.. :(

i have to be strong for me. i have to move on..

God help me to get through this

kecewa mungkin my middle name

2007-09-09T23:54:00.000+07:00

again, he stood me up. gara2 dia keasikan maen game, jadinya baru jalan dari kosan jam setengah 5. mo nyampe jam brapa di kosan gue?? jam stgh 8 gue tlp ke rumahnya. nyokapnya yang angkat. katanya dia belum pulang. mungkin masih macet di jalan. tapi hp-nya mati. ntahlah.. too many odds.

gosh, kenapa aku masih aja bertahan ama dia?? masih aja mau disakitin over and over again. masih aja mau nunggu everytime he promises to come and broke it. masih aja mau dijadiin nomer sekian setelah game, teman2nya dan sebagaimacamnya.

i have the right to be with someone who cares for me. who wouldn't stood me up for hours. who adores me. who cherish the time he spent with me.

emang ga bisa ya, dia ngorbanin hari ini dan besok utk ga main game itu?? kan begitu dia pulang ke kosan lagi game itu akan masih ada disana. guess what, i might have not be here the next time. i might have hurt so bad that i can't stand to wait for him anymore. i might give up the 10 months i've spent with him.

ga bisa ya dia menghargai waktu gue sedikiiittt aja?? ga bisa ya dia ngabisin sedikit lebih banyak waktunya ama gue daripada ama game tersayangnya itu??
apa game itu bisa ngertiin dia? apa game itu bisa ngasi support ama dia? apa game itu bisa ketawa bareng dia?

shit!! i'm bitcin' over a damn game!! gue tau gue pernah janji ga akan menghalangi dia kalo udah masalah game. tapi gue kira dia akan ngerti. gue kira dia akan bisa menghargai toleransi yang gue kasih. who am i kiddin'?
i'm too precious to waste my time waiting for him. kalo emang dia ga bisa ngehargain gue sediiiiikiiiittt aja, mungkin emang lebih baik kita pikirin lagi apa tujuan kita jalan bareng. mungkin gue terlalu berharga untuk dia.

tak bisa ke lain hati

2007-09-07T21:36:00.000+07:00

bukan, bukan.. ga ad hubungan ama si aneh siy.. jadi, tadi pas dengerin ipod *yeah, at last, i bought an ipod last month. hueheheh*, lagunya tak bisa ke lain hati-nya kla project. dan gue cinta banget yang versi klakustik. apalagi yang bagian paduan suaranya ituuu.. bisa gue ulang2 berkali2.. baguuuuuuussss bangeddd..
nyoba googling nyri kata2nya, tapi ndak ada.. uhuhuhuhhuuu.. udah setengah desperate ngedengerin, tapi teuteup ga ngeh juga..

kalo ada yang punya teks bagian pasuan suaranya, ato ada yang tau, ato ada yang bisa ngasi nmr tlpnya katon, kasi ke gue dooonggg.. gue rela deh begging2 ke katon.. hueheheh..

pen nyoba hub ke klaproject.com, tapi keknya mereka udah ga aktif lagi.. uhuhuhuhu.. sediiiihhh..

i'm back

2007-09-05T20:18:00.000+07:00

udah balik dari umrah. tapi dengan bodohnya lupa ngopi file dari digicam. aku cuman masukin ke ipod. dan dengan tololnya ternyata foto2 dari ipod ga bisa di ambil lagi kalo pake itunes 7.. uhuhuhuhuhuuu.. tapi untungnya ada foto yang dari hpnya fany.. yah, semoga bisa mewakili nuansa arabia-nya.. huehehe

jadi, ceritanyaaaa..

5 agustus
landing di simpang tiga udah sore banget. langsung hunting barang2 yang belum sempet kebeli utk persiapan umrah. beli sepatu, baju dalem, dsb. baru nyampe rumah itu jam 9an malam..

7 agustus
berangkat ke spore duluan. karena papa ada kerjaan disana. nginep di york hotel, yang deket mount elisabeth. dan pastinya belanja2.. huehehe..

9 agustus
malemnya baru gabung ama group yang dari pekanbaru.

10 agustus
jam 5 waktu spore udah check out dari hotel. langsung terbang ke jakarta. nyampe jakarta baru jam stgh 8 pagi. ampe siang banget, si aneh ga bisa di telpon. sedih banget. padahal pen ngobrol ama dia. hiks hiks..
jam 2 boarding. dan ternyata pesawatnya puenuh bangedddd.. dan aku kebagian duduk di nmr 74.. huwaaa..

thanks to the time difference, nyampe jeddah jam 6 sore. setelah imigrasi yang super duper ribet, akhirnya berangkat ke madinah jam 8an. perjalanan ke madinah itu 5 jam-an. ditengah perjalanan, berenti lagi untuk makan malam.
nyampe madinah jam 2 malem.. ppheeeewwww.. badan rasanya rontok semua.

11 agustus
hari ini gada ziarah. jadinya cuman ke mesjid aja. aku ama mama n fany sepakat nyoba ke raudhah hari ini. alhamdulillah, emang siy nunggunya lama buangeeedddd, tapi akhirnya kami nyampe juga. dan karena kami masuk terakhir, jadi ga terlalu desak2an dan bisa lama berdoanya..
btw, ternyata temperatur disana tu lagi panas2nya.. gilaaaaa, 47 derajat. ada angin, siy.. tapi panas gila.. muka kita kayak di hair dryer, kalo kata fany.. huehehe..

malemnya setelah isya, kita jalan2 lagi muter mesjid nabawi, dan foto2 pastinya..

12 agustus
ziarah ke mesjid quba, ke jabal magnet, jabal uhud, trus kemana lagi yah?? lupaaaa.. :P

ama fany di jabal magnet

13 agustus
abis sholat dzuhur dulu di mesjid nabawi, langsung ngambil niat umrah di mesjid bir ali. medinah-mekkah itu sekitar 5 jam. jadi nyampe mekkah itu jam 8 malem. oiya, pas masuk kota mekkah, aku baru bener2 ngeliat tulisan "no entry for non muslim" ato "non muslim turn left now".. subhanallah, emang bener2 suci kotanya..
malem itu juga, aku, mama, papa, n fany langsung thawaf, sai dan bertahalul.. alhamdulillah, akhirnya umrah-nya selesai.. dan ternyata, udah jam 1 subuh aja!! huwaaaahhh.. langsung balik ke hotel dan tepar. hueheheh..

15 agustus
ziarah lagi ke jabah tsur, arafah, jabal rahmah, mina, trus ke mesjid jin..

di jabal rahmah

malemnya, kita thawaf lagi.. pas udah yang ke-7, kan pen banget nyoba nyium hajar aswad, tapi pas udah hampir deket, semua orang desek2an. dan mama ama fany udah hampir dekeeet banget, tapi pengap banged.. dan tiba2 banyak banget tentara dateng. ternyata ada tamu kerajaan gitu. kayaknya mereka mo thawaf gitu..
akhirnya kami mundur, dan ternyata, pintu ka'bah mo dibuka.. subhanallah.. pas akhirnya pintunya kebuka, nothing left to say. we all are in tears. huwaaaahhh.. hiks hiks hiks..

16-18 agustus
seperti biasa, gada acara khusus. cuman ke mesjid aja.. tapi yang pasti, belanja2 dooongggg.. huehehehe..

19 agustus
abis thawaf wada, kita ke jeddah. mekkah-jeddah itu sekitar 1 jam-an. nyampe jeddah, kita langsung ke balad. trussss, belanja parfum deeeeee.. aku dapet CK summer ama 212 on ice.. huehehe..
trus, dah gitu dari sana kita ke mesjid terapung. makan siang, sholat dzuhur. dari sana kita langsung ke bandara king abdul aziz.. bayangkan, pesawatnya jam 8, kita udah check in dari jam 3.. huwaaaa.. mati gaya deh gw di bandara.. uhuuuyyy..
perjalanan dari jeddah-jakarta lebih lama lagi, 8 hours fight + 4 hours time difference, semuanya jadi 12 jam. (belum termasuk nunggu di jeddah).. pantat gw udah rata bgt de.. huwaaaahhh..

20 agustus
nyampe jakarta jam 10 pagi. flight ke pekanbaru-nya baru jam 2. huwaaahhh.. seru gila, kan?? tambah rata aja tu pantat..
akhirnyaaaaaaa, nyampe rumah jam 6an sore.. pheeeewwwwwww..

the four of us: mom, riend, ad', pap

ama cipany adriana.. huehehe.. tiffany adriana deng..

pengen banget bisa kesana lagi. huhuhuh.. kapan ya bisa bareng2 semua keluarga. ama tachi, tety, tante dewi, uncu, semua sepupu2.. huwaaaa, betapa serunya ituuuu.. :(

mohon maaf yaaaa

2007-08-05T07:38:00.000+07:00

hari ini mau berangkat ke pekanbaru. soalnya 3 hari lagi berangkat ke singapore, trus berangkat umroh. jujur aja, aku sama sekali ga siap buat berangkat umroh. ngerti sih, ini cuman haji kecil, tapi aku ga siap mental buat ngadepin apa yg udah menunggu disana. apa yang bakal diliatin Allah ke aku :(

jujur aja, persiapan aku buat berangkat sama sekali ga mateng. sholat masih bolong2, ngata2in orang jalan terus.. ga banget lah..

jadi, lewat blog aku mo minta maaf ama semua. siapa tau aku ada salah. dan aku yakin pasti ada perbuatanku yang ga disukai. aku minta maaf.. semoga semua urusan dilancarin. dari berangkat sampe pulang.. amiiinn..

btw, keknya ntar mo dianterin si aneh ampe bandara.. cihuy.. :D

menyesaaaaaaallll

2007-07-31T00:45:00.000+07:00

jadi, hari ini aku pergi ama ka tata, n ka gita ke PIM. disana ketemuan ama tmn smp-nya. namanya ka intan. truuus, abis ketemuan ama ka intan, kita langsung makan di foodcourt. abis dari foodcourt, kita muter2. dan gue minta ke watson. gue mau beli primolut n, obat buat menunda haid krn mo pergi umroh. trus gue juga beli knee supporter krn lutut kiri gue mulei sakit ga jelas.

trus, pas mo masang knee supporter, kita kan duduk di samping watson. naaaah, pas mo duduk, gue melihat sesosok lelaki yang sangat familiar banget. ternyata dia adalaaaaahhh ARIYO WAHAB!!! huwaaaaaaaahhhhh.. gila, gue cinta gila ama dia. dan pas ka tata maksa banget nyuruh aku foto ama dia krn dia tau gmn gilanya aku ke ariyo, eeeh, ariyonya malah ngabur2an.. :((

huhhuuuu.. pas aku jalan so2 ke deket ariyo gitu, eeeh, dia makin ngabur.. huhuhuuuu.. aku cintah cintah cintah ama diaaa.. :(( :((

nyesel banget ga nyapa dia.. huhuhuhuuu.. kapaaan mo ketemu dia lagi?? cintaaaaa cintaaaaa..

ps: foto diambil tanpa izin dari friendster-nya ariyo

bosan

2007-07-28T01:00:00.000+07:00

maybe i'm the bitch..

ullen sentalu

2007-07-26T11:51:00.000+07:00

udah lama banget siy, aku ke ullen sentalu. pertama kali dan terakhir kali kesana pas taun baru 2006. wew, dah lama bgt aku ga ke jogja yah?? ckckck.. ke ullen sentalu-nya dulu ama danur, mike, dan owkie.. gara2 bingung mau ngapain lagi tanggal 1 januari. huehehe..

ullen sentalu itu adalah museum pribadi awalnya. tapi lama2 dibuka untuk umum dan jadi museum batik. dulu sih udah pernah di kasi tau tety kalo ada museum batik di kaliurang. tapi ga nyangka malah kesananya ama mike, dll..

setelah bayar tiket seharga 10 ribu, (buat mahasiswa, turis lokal, pelajar asing, dan turis asing, harganya beda2 lho..) kita masuk ke pekarangan yang "dingin" banget. banyak pohon tua disana. dan rata2 pohon situ udah lumutan. oiya, dengan harga tiket segitu, kita udah dapet all access ke seluruh museum, plus tour guide.
trus kita masuk ke museum pertama. kita dikasi minuman yang resepnya dari Kanjeng Ratu Emas. udah gitu baru deh tour-nya dimulei.. di museum pertama ini kita diliatin lukisan2. terus, disitu juga ada batik2 khas jogja. dijelasin juga jenis2nya dan perbedaan2nya. tapi maklum otak gue ga nyampe, jadinya yaaaa, ga ke-record deh apa aja bedanya.. huehehe..

di ullen sentalu juga ada satu ruangan yang isinya anything about pernikahan jogja. lengkap. trus ada juga ruangan yang isinya barang2 pribadi putri nurul. trus ada juga satu ruangan yang isinya surat2 dari teman2 GRAj. Koes Sapariyam ato Tineke. isi suratnya banyakan ngasi support buat Tineke yang punya kisah cinta terlarang *ceileeee,,*

setelah kelar tour-nya, kita keluar di dekat putri malu gift shop. udah gitu kita bebas menjelajah wilayah lain museum ini. nah, dari sana, kita nemuin restoran yang katanya danur (dan orang2 wisata kuliner transtv) enaaakk banget. tapi agak2 mahal gitu harganya. namanya Beukenhof.
trus, kita nemuin meeting room gitu. dan sok2 foto ala orang jaman dulu. huehhee..

nah, ada satu tempat, dimana aku nemuin angle yang bagus banget buat foto pre-wedding. sejak dari situ, i've fallen in love with ullen sentalu.
terus, terakhir kita nemuin taman belakang yang bagus banget buat ngadain resepsi. a little touch here and there, akan jadi pesta yang bagus banget.

huwah.. ga pengen perjalanan hari ini berakhir, tapi this have to end.. hiks.. seru banget hari ini..

ullen sentalu, tunggu ya nikahan aku disana.. i've fallen in love with you..

lemar - time to grow

2007-07-26T05:40:00.000+07:00

a touching song from lemar. this is a great song. it actually reminds me of the moments i had fight with si aneh..

Last night I tried but I couldn’t sleep,
thoughts of you were in my head,
I was lonely and I needed you next to me
Life was harder since you left
I never meant to do you wrong
But now all is said and done
I hope you wont be gone too long, Nooo

Chorus:
Where do I go, what do I do,
I can’t deny i still feel something,
And girl I wish, you could say you feel the same,
You’ve broken the bond, I gotta move on,
But how do I end this lonely feeling?
You’ve gone, I’m here, alooone,
I guess it's time to grow

I try to speak, but my words never catch the air
Like you never knew i was there
Take me back to the days when you really cared
Can we make love reappear?
I can't go on the roads too long
And now all is said and done
I can't go forward if my heart's still where I’m coming from
ooooohhh

Chorus:
Where do I go, what do I do,
I can’t deny I still feel something,
And girl, I wish you could say you feel the same,
You’ve broken the bond, I gotta move on,
But how do I end this lonely feeling?
You’ve gone, I’m here, alone,
I guess it's time to grow

crying time is over
I know I can’t control her
Feelings, if she won’t return, then I guess I’ll be a man and move on

Time to grow!
And move on; make life better than it was before,
I think I can make it,
And move on, make love better than I did before
Time to grow!
And move on, make life better than It was before,

Though you've gone
And I’m here alone
I guess it's time to grow
Grow,
I'm grown.

about births

2007-07-26T04:13:00.000+07:00

tadi gw nonton friends episode rachel melahirkan emma. trus, gue jadi kepikiran buat ngeliat childbirth video yang dulu pernah dikirim ama bang reza. thennn, akhirnya gue malah browsing2 google video dan nemuin video orang yang sedang di operasi cesar.

gue udah lama banget ga liat operasi. jadi, pas kulitnya baru dibelek pake scalpel, gue masih sok2 oke. trus pas dia nge-cauter lapisan lemak dan ngebuka lapisan otot dibawahnya, gue mulai lemes. ga ngebayangin gimana sakit setelah siuman dari operasi itu. deuuuhhh..

kayaknya i'll go with the vaginal birth instead of cesarean section. sakitnya bentar dan bisa langsung jalan2 dan ngurusin anak abis itu. ga harus ngerepotin orang buat ngeberesin gue. dan lagian, kalo soal biaya, vaginal birth is much cheaper than C-section. semoga ntar pas gue dah berkeluarga dan hamil, gue ga ngalamin yang aneh2. moga anaknya ga sungsang, dll.

pheeewww.. glad i'm not having it in a while. ternyata gue belum siap mental buat melahirkan dan punya anak. it's a lot to take.. hueheh..

the most i do today: sleep

2007-07-25T23:04:00.000+07:00

hari ini ujian anak. untung soalnya mirip2 ama yang uts di reguler kmrn. ga belajar sama sekali tuh buat ujian anak. *ya iyalah, orang tadi malem ampe subuh ngutak atik blog* hohohoo..

abis ujian, ktmu ama krishna. trus ngobrol2. akhirnya aku minta anter balik ama dia. dan dianterin *lebih tepatnya nemenin* gw balik jalan kaki.. :D:D trus krishna mampir de ke kosan yang kayak gudang itu.. hueheheh.. trus tadi ngobrol ama khea.. huwaaa.. udah lama ga ngobrol ama khea.. kangen buanget..
udah gitu icha ama dilla dateng. nahan ngantuk ampe jam 2. dan langsung dengan cihuynya tidur ampe jam 8 malem.

bangun tdr, langsung yman lagi ama mantan kedua. trus udah gitu makan nasi uduk yang di depan kosan. dan ternyata ga enak.. bener2 ga enak. ga berasa uduknya sama sekali. trus bumbu tahu semur, telor cabenya ga berasa.

trus maleman dikit lagi, nelpon si aneh. dia lagi maen dotA. argh.. jawab pertanyaan aku pendek2. trus udah gitu, dia pengen besok kesini.. duuuhhh.. jangan suka2 kamu aja ya ngatur acara aku. besok aku mo pergi ama dilla n mamanya. rusakin aja terus acara aku. :((

nyalain winamp. bikin playlist baru.. lagunya:
1. Andra & The BackBone - Sempurna (4:24)
2. Mat Kearney - Nothing Left To Lose (4:24)
3. Gail - I Love You It's Not Forever (3:45)
4. Elliot Yamin - Wait For You (4:21)
5. Faith Hill & Tim Mcgraw - Lets Make Love (4:11)
6. Five For Fighting - Five For Fighting - All I Know (3:08)
7. Martina Mcbride - Anyway (4:40)
8. Josie And The Pussycats - You Don't See Me (3:43)
9. Augustana - Boston (4:07)
10. Alanis Morissette - Head Over Feet (4:22)
11. Gamma - Lost In Love (3:13)
12. Hinder - Lips Of An Angel (4:18)
13. The Fray - How To Save A Life (3:58)
14. The Fray - All At Once (4:23)
15. Lemar - Another Day (4:05)
16. Lemar - What About Love? (3:39)
17. Lemar - Time To Grow (3:45)

huwahhh.. lagi pen denger lagu2 dengan irama gini2.. bikin sedih.. pen nangis.. :(

huwaaaa.. cute template..

2007-07-25T05:12:00.000+07:00

template-nya bagus banget.. tapi jadinya ga punya shoutbox.. :(

ngerjain semaleman supaya bikin template ini jadi keren.. *abis aku ga ngerti tentang html sama sekali :(( * pengen nangis rasanya tadi krn ga bisa2 di costumize.. tapi akhirnya bisaaaa.. yippieee!!!

kangen si aneh.. tapi kepikiran si kuaci.. duuuhhh.. bad girl!!

mata udah sayup2 sampai.. besok ujian anak. tapi belajarnya masih gitu2 doang.. hiks hiks.. puyeng.. tapi tak berdaya.. pen beresin kamar yang udah kaya kapal pecah, tapi bingung mau mulei darimana.. huuhhuuuu.. somebody, tolong beresin kamar aku please!!

tadi sempet ym-an ama si mantan kedua. dan ngenalin dia ke ibu bali.. ternyata si mantan kedua kecantol ama ibu bali. ampe niat banget sms aku. *dan akunya napsu dengan tlp balik.. huehehhe..* mantan kedua minta nmr hp ibu bali.. sabar napa mas?? baru jg ngobrol sekali.. wkkwkwkw..

tadi juga sempet yman ama mantan pertama. dia ngajakin ke automotive show di JCC. tapi ga tau kpn mo kesana. abis lagi SP gini, ribeut.. lagian, hari ini tu hari penghabisan duit bulan ini.. hiks.. hiks.. tinggal di entah berantah dengan tak ada duit lagiii.. huhuhuuu.. *hiperbola deeeehhh*

jadi, kesimpulannya, hari ini tu "the day of exes" knapa ga sekalian mantan ketiga dan keempat ikut ambil bagian buat ngelengkapin hari ini??

oiya, kata winda, suaranya si aneh lebih bagus daripada mantan kedua. katanya, suara si aneh lebih comforting.. huehehhe..

i'm such a mean person..

2007-07-24T02:15:00.000+07:00

kayaknya aku lagi jahat banget ama si aneh. pas dia lagi baik2nya, dan hubungan aku lagi bagus2nya, aku malah melakukan sesuatu yang aneh2.. hiks.. aku ga maksuuuuddd.. beneran!! tapi emang otak dan hati lagi ga bersatu nih.. ntahlah. otak udah tau kok kalo itu salah. but the heart doesn't feel guilty. duh.. maunya apa yah? hiks.. kasian ama dia. tapi ga bisa keluar dari lingkaran setan ini.. huhuhhuuu..

si kuaci is my guilty pleasure.. huhuhuu.. maafin aku, yang..

how boyish or girlish are you?

2007-07-19T21:28:00.000+07:00

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

huwahahha ga bisa nentuin.. mending jadi ce apa co.. ckckck.. kasian amat, rin..

mauuuuuuu kerja di google..

2007-07-19T12:54:00.000+07:00

kemaren sempet liat di Oprah. menurut Fortune magazine, google adalah the best place to work.. yaaaa iyaaaa laaaaahhh.. nih, liat aja sebagian gambar kantornya..

ini adalah Googleplex di London

front desk-nya.. belum apa2 udah berasa nyaman banget ama kantornya.

salah satu cubicle yang penuh ama mainan..

ini salah satu sudut kantor ya super pewe buangetttt..

they have stop-and-go?? ;))

this where the fun begins..

boleh bawa piaraan.. asal bersih..

toys corner!!!

pijet2 gratisan

laundry gratisaaaannn

main foosball bareng temen kantor?? adaaaaa!!!

they got their own sushi station..

candy station!!!

again, candy station..

mo makan ampe mabok juga, silakan..

mereka juga nyediain dokter gigi dan klinik gratisan. jadi kalo udah bosen kerja, boleh ke dokter gigi buat mutihin gigi.. huhuhuuu.. boleh ga aku jadi dokter gigi di Google?? pengen banget kerja disini..

this is where geeks meet other geeks.. huehehe.. sayangnya, sehari mereka nerima 1300 lamaran. PERHARI, lho.. jadi, sangat kecil kemungkinan buat bisa kerja disini..

source:
http://planet.time.net.my/KLCC/google_folk/2006/01/google-office-spy-photos.html
http://www.pjlighthouse.com/2007/03/22/google-office-in-new-york/

added later: ternyata aku salah, pijet2 itu ga gratis.. $30 perjam-nya. wew, di kosanku, cuman 30rb sejam. huehehhee..

o dear god!!

2007-07-19T03:50:00.000+07:00

what did i do to my template?? aku bosen dengan template yang lama. tapi ga ngerti maunya apa buat template yang baru. aku niat banget pengen ngubah template. bosen gilaaaa.. buka2 template dari blogger, nemu deh yang ini.. suka sih.. keliatan lebih segar blog-nya. tapi kok std yah?? pen ngedisain sendiri template-nya, tapi ga ngerti :D :D pengennya template yang baru warnanya abu2. ntah kenapa, keknya aku banget, gitu. huehehe..

bad news, bokapnya ano koma setelah jatuh minggu lalu. smoga ano sekeluarga kuat ngadepin cobaan ini.. dan semoga bokapnya cepet baikan. 'ayo, om.. kita semua nunggu..' :)
another bad news, om-nya si aneh *ntah knapa, pengen manggil dia si aneh lagi..* passed away two days ago. baru tau tadi malem pas dia sms. my deep condolence..

ujian SP udah didepan mata.. aaarrrggghhh bisa gilaaa!!!
jadwal ujian:
jumat, 20 juli, 11, bio a
senin , 23 juli, 9.30, forensik
senin, 23 juli , 13.30, perio 1
rabu, 25 juli, 8, anak
argh argh argh!!!!

good news: my relationship with si aneh is getting better.. senangnyaaaa.. we decided to give it another try to work on this thing.. :)

detik2 menjelang berangkat umroh makin deket. makin deg2an. ga siap mau dikasi liat apa disana. hiks.. hiks.. hiks.. kuatin ririn ya Allah..

kmrn nyoba belly dancing.. tapi ga kuat. tengah2 latihan, tanganku udah pegel semua.. argh.. so much for belly dancing.. besok coba lagi, ah..

oiya, bad news lagi.. timnas indonesia kalah di afc. hiks hiks hiks..
trus tadi pas di kampus, niatnya mo makan mie greget tercinta. tapi ternyata udah ga dijual lagi. gara2 mas2 yang bikinnya udah pindah.. huhuuhuuuu.. 'maaaaas, please come back.. aku kangen gila ama mie greget..' sakaw sakaw sakaw..

kok drtd banyakan bad newsnya yah?? hiks..

ah, sudah ah.. udah jam 4 dan aku blm tdr. bsk mo ngejilid makalah pula..

deeeee semuaaaaa.. pen tdr dulu cape bgdddd..

cerita pagi

2007-07-16T07:37:00.001+07:00

yak, SP dimulei.. ini udah jam 7.45, tapi aku belum nyentuh air sedikitpun. aku niat banget ni SP dengan baik. smoga dengan waktu kuliah dipadetin gini, aku bisa lebih ngerti materi kuliahnya :D:D
tapi perut masih belum bisa berkoordinasi kayaknya. duh Tuhan, masa aku harus mengalami 'masa2 sulit' bolak balik ke belakang lagi siiiyyy??

aku cerita dikit deh, minggu lalu, aku tiba2 terserang diare berat. sehari bisa sampe 10x bolak balik. capeeeeeekkkk.. udah makan diatabs, tapi teuteup ga mempan. akhirnya aku nyerah dan nelpon papa. papa nyuruh makan imodium maksimal 4 tablet. trus besok pagi aku harus beli obat antibakteri. karena kemungkinan aku kena bakteri. huuuuuhhh..

ga lagi2 deh kena penyakit ginian.. kayaknya ini karena aku kebanyakan makan indomie deh.. aku bisa makan indomie seminggu 5x. huehehe.. SANGAT TIDAK SEHAT!!

akhirnya dua hari kemudian, baru deh perut bisa berkompromi. tapi tadi malem, aku tergoda buat makan indomie lagi.. huhuhuuuu.. menyesal.. menyesaaaaaaallll.. sekarang udah mo brgkt SP, malah perutnya kriuk2 lagi.. hiks hiks.. sedihnya..

pengalaman pertama nonton bola :D

2007-07-15T15:50:00.000+07:00

so, hari sabtu pagi, nyalain YM dengan status "pengen jalan deh hari ini.. bosen gila di kosan.." tau2 bram ngajakin jalan. dan ternyata nonton bola di senayan.. huwaaaaa.. panik.. deg2an.. ga sabar.. huehehe.. semua nyampur. ini pengalaman pertama nonton bola distadion segeda itu.

jadilah, setelah ketemuan ama beppu dan meyakinkan dia kalo aku bakal balik dengan selamat, jam 5an jalan ke PS. krn janjian ama bram di PS. ternyata bram lagi makan dan bareng anak2 IF-nya. *btw, IF itu singkatan informatika ITB :) * setelah tunggu2an sholat, kita jalan ke stadion. kita ber9. truuuuuusssss, aku mulei deg2an. gila, baru kali itu aku liat massa yang sebanyak itu. gilaaaaaaaaaaaa, satu stadion isinya merah semua. dan seupil warna ijo ditengah2 tribun. wakakaak..

seru banget.. triak2 ama suporter Indonesia yang lain. aku ampe apal yel2 buat timnas Indonesia. kaki pegel udah ga berasa. huwaaahhh.. untung gada apa2 de.. worth the pain lah.. :D:D

tapi menurut aku, timnas indonesia keteteran banget pas lawan arab ini. selain emang postur pemain kita yang udah KO duluan dibanding pemain arab yang tinggi2, pemain kita tu kurang koordinasi. numpuk aja gitu. jadi pas mo ngasi umpan ke temen, malah gada yang nyambut. kembali bola dikuasai lawan *ceileeee, gaya lo rin!! kayak ngerti bola aja,.. wkwkwkwk*

huwah, overall, malem tadi, seru banget!!!

PS: abis ntn bola, kita makan di nasi goreng kebon sirih. dan aku ketemu aam!!! woohoooooo.. kangeeeeeeeeeeeeeennnn. :) :)

'yo ayo, ayo garuda
ku yakin kita pasti menang'

wondering

2007-07-11T21:51:00.000+07:00

i guess things are better between me and beppu.. :)

i guess this is for you..

2007-07-03T01:20:00.000+07:00

terus melangkah melupakanmu
lelah hati perhatikan sikapmu
jalan pikiranmu buatku ragu
tak mungkin ini tetap bertahan

perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu
kucoba untuk terus menjauh
perlahan hatiku terbelenggu
kucoba untuk lanjutkan hidup

reff:
engkau bukanlah segalaku
bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
usai sudah semua berlalu
biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

terus melangkah melupakanmu
lelah hati perhatikan sikapmu
jalan pikiranmu buatku ragu
tak mungkin ini tetap bertahan

perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu
kucoba untuk terus menjauh
perlahan hatiku terbelenggu
kucoba untuk lanjutkan hidup

repeat reff

bridge:
lepaskanlah segalanya
lepaskanlah segalanya

(peterpan - menghapus jejakmu)

tadinya ga suka lagunya. karena ntah kenapa, peterpan seemed so last year. huehehe.. tapi pas denger liriknya, kok agak keiris2 gitu yah.. agak2 gue banget gitu.. hiks..

makin kesini, makin berasa jauh banget bedanya beppu.. ntahlah. mungkin dia cuman bukan yang aku harapin. makin kesini makin berasa dia bukan orang yang bisa mendampingi aku sampai nanti, kayaknya.

makin denger lagu peterpan ini, makin berasa mirip ama kisah aku akhir2 ini.. hiks..

aku akhir2 ini jadi makin ga bisa percaya dia. ga ngerti maunya apa. ntahlah. mungkin akunya aja yang terlalu nuntut dia begini begitu. tapi, menurut aku, dia udah sangat2 keterlaluan.. hiks..

aku tau kok aku harus ngapain. tapi aku belum bisa.. jadi masih sok2 pengen memperbaiki keadaan dulu. moga we can see eye to eye.. semoga apa yang udah aku dan dia bangun 8 bulan ini bisa work out fine.

i had fun in PRJ.. hueheheh..

2007-07-01T00:03:00.000+07:00

setelah hari jumat nginep di Mba Une, hari sabtunya, aku & Ka Tata, ntah knapa berpikiran mo ke PRJ. sebenernya siy pengen kerak telor doang. so, here goes the story..

june 30th, 2007..
pagi2 dianterin Mba Une ke kosan. aku ga sanggup mandi, jadi leyeh2 dulu. ternyata leyeh2 itu berubah jadi tidur lama. kayaknya aku tidur dua jam-an gitu de.. sebangunnya, aku mandi, and off we go to halte CL TransJakarta. dari sana, kita niatnya mo ke Monas. soalnya pengen naik TransJakarta gratisan dari Monas. emang dasar kalo mo enak itu rintangannya banyak, ternyata aku & Ka Tata salah koridor.. ;)) dari Harmoni, mestinya kita naik yang ke Pulogadung. tapi kita malah naik yang ke Blok M. dan nyadarnya pas udah nyampe di Sarinah. jadilah akhirnya balik lagi ke Harmoni. dasar bedon!! wakakak

nyampe Harmoni, jurusan Pulogadung itu udah kayak orang antri sembako. jadinya kami mutusin buat naik taksi aja ke Kemayoran. dan kami mencegat taksi biru tarif baru.. jalan ke PRJ itu ternyata muaceeeeetttt banged.. and we just realized, kalo ternyata hari itu adalah malem minggu.. double bedon!!!

nyampe PRJ, beli tiket seharga 20 ribu. truuus, masuk dan langsung bingung mau kemana. tapi memutuskan first stop adalah tempat makan. karena cacing2 diperut udah ga sabar buat makan.. kami makan di foodcourt--yang kata mas2nya ngejual makanan makanan tradisional. argh!! ternyata yang aku & Ka Tata maksud dgn yg dimaksud mas2 itu beda. kami pengen makanan tradisional as in kerak telor, bir pletok, mie juhi.. yang ada malah nasi padang, bakmi gang kelinci, nasi soto surabaya.. deuuuuhhhh..
tapi, akhirnya kami makan juga di foodcourt itu.. makan bebek goreng surabaya yang yummy jugaaaaa.. :)

udah kelar makan, kami masuk ke hall di depan foodcourt yang jual baju2. mungkin aku-nya yang ketinggian standard, apa baju yang dijual emang ga kualitas 1, tapi ga ada yang bikin selera belanja.
dari sana, kita muter2in stand2 yang ada diantara hall2.. dan kami berenti di stand Kapal Api dan beli kopi segelas dengan harga 1000 doang. :D

truuus, ada stand Super Bubur. aku napsu banget mo beli. soalnya di minimarket yang ada di dekat kosan, ga dijual si Super Bubur itu. kata mba2nya, kalo beli 3 gratis mangkok. kalo beli 6, dapet bonus. denger kata2 bonus, kita jadi semangat dan beli 6 bungkus. ternyata bonusnya adalah masuk kedalam box kaca dengan blower dibawahnya. di dalam box itu udah ada bola pingpong yang dikasi kode. karena box-nya ketinggian, jadilah Ka Tata yang masuk.. huwhahahaha.. kocak abis ngeliat tampang sewotnya ngerebutin bola2 gitu, *sayang, aku kelupaan foto dia di dlm box gitu*.. dan setelah diliat, hadiah yang kami dapetin adalah.........
2 BUNGKUS MIE GELAS!!!! huwahhahhahaa.. so not worth the fight.. =))

dari sana, kita muter2in arena-nya lagi. nyampe arah2 depan, kita mutusin naik kereta2an gt. sampelah di daerah belakang *duh, apa yaaa, namanya.. lupa euy..* gue kalap ngeliat giordano diskon 70%.. huwaaaaaaaahhh.. sayang, keuangan lagi belum mendukung.. hiks..

truuus, akhirnya kita makan kerak telor!! udah gitu, muter2 lagiiii.. trus masuk ke hall elektronik. waaahhhh, makin ngiler. aku naksir mampus liat kamera Olympus mju1000.. huhuhuuuu.. teuteup.. krn keuangan tidak mendukung, jadinya hanya sight-seeing.. eh, di salah satu stand, ada SnADA. waaaaahhh, finally, aku ngeliat si Mas Ganteng dari deket.. senangnyaaa.. *btw, namanya ternyata Iqbal.. :) *

akhirnya, setelah kaki gempor keliling PRJ selama 5 jam, kami pulang.. sampe kosan, bener2 cuma mandi, dan langsung tiduuuurrrrrr...

huwaaaahhh.. watta trip.. :) :)

:(

2007-06-26T18:01:00.000+07:00

i'm hating beppu

recap cerita bbrp minggu.. :)

2007-06-06T01:08:00.000+07:00

udah lama banget ga ngisi blog..
1. aku pindah kamar. ke kamarnya windy. sayangnya dikamar baru ini inetnya ga nyala krn kabelnya digigit tikus.. hiks..
2. kmrn sempet dua kali balik ke rumah a.ka rumbai, dalam 3 minggu terakhir.
3. sempet agak2 sleg ama pacar. trus diomongin.. lebih tepatnya aku memaksakan kehendak. ihhihihihihi.. jadinya baikan lagi.. tapi ada masa probationnya. kalo aku bisa lulus probation, we'll be just fine.. :D:D:D
4. there's something yang bikin aku sangat sangat sangat deg2an. dan turns out gada apa2.. phiewww..
5. sering merepotkan dhika karena kamar akyu ga bisa ga onlen. jadinya nebeng di dhika.. maaf ya bebiii.. ihihihihihiii..
6. bikin winda deg2an dgn curhat ampe subuh. padahal dia dah jadi karyawati teladan.. ihiihhihi..

duh, bingung mo cerita apalagi.. udah ah..

akyu kangen my beppu.. hiks..

can't you appriciate time??

2007-05-16T14:32:00.000+07:00

gimana caranya supaya beppu bisa ngehargain waktu sedikiiiittt aja.

hari ini mestinya aku ketemuan ama dia. seharusnya ketemuannya hari kamis lalu. jadi, udah ngaret 6 hari. yap, sodara-sodara.. 6 hari aja getoooo..

jadi, hari kamis itu, beppu ngebatalin karena dia mo bank dan buru2 ke kosan. akhirnya dia bilang mo dateng hari minggu. ok, we rescheduled it to sunday.
minggu, ternyata aku yang tiba2 ga bisa. krn ada makan2 ama anak2 biro 1 BEM masa bakti Ditya. reschedule lagi jadi senin.
senin ga jadi, mundur selasa. padahal senin gw dah bela2in ga kuliah. hiks..
selasa, udahlah bangun pagi2 buat nungguin dia dateng, ternyata beppu ga jadi jalan krn ujan.. *d'uuuh?? takut amet ama ujan!!* reschedule lagi jadi rabu.
rabu, hari ini, aku udah bangunin dia dari pagi dan ga diangkat2. aku berharap kayak waktu itu, aku ga nungguin, dan tiba2 dia dah nyampe di depan CL. turns out, dia masih tidur. hiks..

aku bingung harus ngomong gimana lagi ama dia. mau marah, kok ya rasanya ga sopan bgt. udahlah dia yang mo dateng, dia yang capek2 naik bis. tapi kalo didiemin kok ya makan ati sendiri. duh.. bingung sendiri. diomongin baik2, malah ga ngerti2.

ah, sudahlah.. mungkin ini saatnya aku belajar menyabarkan diri kali yah.. hiks..

aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

hm..

2007-05-15T00:30:00.000+07:00

udah bbrapa lama ga nulis. bingung pen cerita apa. akhir2 ini, aku lebih ekspresif ke beppu.. kalo ga suka, bilang ga suka. kalo seneng bilang seneng. ga dipendam2 kayak dulu.
dan beppu juga lebih pengertian. kalo aku agak2 jengkel, dia ngerti dan nanya, 'kamu marah? kesel?'

tapiiiii, teteup ajah.. udah 3 minggu aku ga ketemuan ama dia. hiks.. tapi, kayaknya besok beppu dateeeeeengggg... azzzzziiiiiikkkkk... :)

smoga bneran dtg. akyu kangeeeeennnn.

is he or is he not?

2007-04-30T02:18:00.000+07:00

i miss beppu real bad.. but i don't miss him like the way i used to be. maybe i'm getting numb because of missing him too much.. is this normal?

sometimes, i feel like giving up my relationship. i don't think this is what i'm looking for. but i love him too much to let him go. am i too selfish to admit that he's not the one for me? is he really the one i need? the one i want?

sometimes i can't see him in my future. there's no him in imagination of my years ahead.

gosh, i'm so cruel. i'm the worst person in the universe. :(

norbit?? mengecewakan!!

2007-04-19T03:12:00.000+07:00

hari senin, kan aku ga jadi ketemuan ama beppu. jadinya diajakin anak2 kosan nonton norbit di ciputra. dan akhirnya kita milih jam tayang terakhir. aku pergi ama dhika, chika, olga n windy. kita udah semangat bgt ni mo nonton norbit. karena di tv2 iklannya kayaknya rame bgt gt.

pas awal2 sih menurut aku lucu. di tengahnya aga2 garing gitu. norbit-nya kayaknya siksa bgt gt punya istri gendut.. kan aku aga2 tersinggung juga yah boo.. secara punya badan big size gini dah laki aku kuyus.. :))

sampe terakhir aku kecewa banget. mentang2 show terakhir, kayaknya orang 21-nya ga ngasi pelayanan terbaik. masa ditengah2 film suaranya mati. trus, gambarnya ga ditengah layar. jadi teks-nya dibawah bgt, dan atas layarnya aga2 kosong gt. uuuhhh, nyebelin bgt.. trus, udah gitu, ga tau permasalahannya ada di 21-nya apa di editor-nya norbit. tapi pas adegan kate nikah di gereja, masa mikrofon yang gantung itu *apa sih istilah sinematografinya??* keliatan juelas buanget. bukan cuman ujung mic-nya. tapi seluruh bagian mic-nya.. haduuuhhh, ga bgt..

endingnya sih udah jelas yah. secara, film eddie murphy mana siy yang sad ending? *cmiiw*
yah gitu deh.. kesel sendiri ntnnya..

pas kita keluar 21, ciputra itu udah gelap gulita. karena kita keluar dari bioskopnya jam 10.15 gitu, dan nungguin anak2 pada mo pipis. jadi mulei turun itu jan stgh 11 an gt. daaaaannnnn, kita foto2... huwahahahha.. it's a must!!!

russell peters.. i looooveeee you!!! and other stories

2007-04-19T02:16:00.000+07:00

malem ini dimulei dgn kedatangan ka tata ke kosan. setelah semingguan sakit *dan aku ga jengukin* dia berkunjung ke kosan akyu.. so, akhirnya kita makan pempek. dan ternyata pempek yang ditanjung gedong itu enak deeee.. ikannya berasa bgt. dan harganya standar lah. kapal selam 5000. lenggang 6000. kemplang 2500. terjangkau bgt kaaannn?? endyang dandang gulindang de..

abis dari pempek, kita balik ke kosan. nothing special lah.. kita ngebahas si-lelaki-temanku-yang-kayaknya- disukai-oleh-temanku. ihihihhiii..

ga lama, rendy nge-buzz.. ternyata ada pail juga.. kangeeeeeennnn.. pail itu tmn waktu ke jogja jadi relawan. :D trus ngobrol mayan lama ama pail. dan ternyata dia lagi deket ama anak fkg 04. yang juga staff dagri-nya presma *ayo tebak dooonggg.. secara anak fkg dikit di presma. ihihihihii*

tak lama oxzygenz *duh, susah bgt spelling nama lo.. :)) mending gw nulisnya o2 aja de.. biar gampang.* membuzz juga.. minta bantuin jawab level 75 tktq.. dan fyi, aku udah hampir 2 blnan ga ngerjain tktq. jadi otaknya tumpul beudh.. :D trus bantuin o2 benerin blognya.. dan skrg o2 dah punya shout box.. yiiipppiiieeee.. :D

truuuuuussss, dah bengang-bengong, aku buka youtube. niat bgt nyari russell peters. dulu pernah dapet dari yoga .avi-nya. huwaaaaaahhhh.. aku ketawa2 sendiri nonton russell peters ini.. kuocaaaakkkk abissss.. :))

aduuuuhhhh, ini skrg lagi nunggu loadingan dari youtube. krn filenya agak besar, jadi rada lama nunggu loadingnya kumplit. huwaaa,, i looooveeee russell peters.. you have to watch him. sumpah lucu bgt..kalo misalnya russell peters dateng ke indo dan manggung disini, gw org pertama yg beli tiketnya.. ihihihihih.. ngarang!!

gosh!!

2007-04-16T17:42:00.000+07:00

is everything has to be this complicated?

hope i can still hang in there..

..i'm not ready to loose him..

bad bad day

2007-04-14T14:55:00.000+07:00

aku ga mungkin bersaing ama mamanya beppu -a new name for si aneh-. ya ga mungkinlah. that's his mom for god's sake.
tapi emang si tante agak sering mengagalkan rencana aku buat ketemuan ama beppu. aku cuman punya waktu beberapa jam dalam seminggu, tapi itupun kadang ga dibolehin ama mamanya beppu.

ya ampun tante, aku cuman minta waktunya beppu beberapa jam aja kok.. you can have him for the rest of this weekend.
like today, beppu janji mo dateng. dah diomongin dari bbrapa hari yang lalu. i've even cook for him. dan tiba2, pas aku udah nunggu beppu, dia sms, kalo mamanya nyuruh balik bahkan sampe ngancam beppu ga boleh ngekos lagi. what's left for me to say then?? ya udah.. ya udah.. ya udah..
aaaaaaarrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhh

sediiiiiiiiiiiihhhh banget. tapi ya gimana, masa beppu mo jadi anak durhaka?? lagian aku ga mau ngasi bad impression ama mamanya.
huuuuuuuuuwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh.. tau gini aku ga usah masak. bisa makan gratisan di bogor. dikawinannya thya. aku bahkan ga pergi ke kawinannya thya krn udah janji ama beppu.

duh, kalo aku harus saingan ama mamanya beppu, aku ga tau deh.. apa aku bisa bertahan??

:(( sad sad sad

2007-04-10T23:27:00.001+07:00

i'm missing you..

whatta night..

2007-04-08T20:13:00.000+07:00

hari jumat malem, pas gue lagi nyuci baju, chika nelpon. ngajakin jalan keliling2 coz dia lagi bawa mobil. akhirnya aku, dhika, dan chika jalan muter2. diawali jam 12 malem dengan makan nasi goreng kambing kebon sirih karena aku lagi ngidam nasgorbing-nya. hueheheh..

lalu berlanjut ke sambas. chika lagi pengen makan sate. setelah dari sambas, kita ke monas. foto2.. :)

nyampe monas udah jam 2an gitu. awalnya agak ragu mau turun. coz spooky gitu dah malem. dan kita bertiga over dressed.. :D :D

kelar dari monas jam stgh 4an gitu. udah bingung mo kmana. tapi yang jelas, belum mo balik ke kosan. trus akhirnya kita nongkrong di starbuck jakarta theatre. ampe jam stgh5an.

dari starbucks, kita muter2 jakarta. aku yang bawa mobil. bingung gitu mo kemana. jadinya muterin ke selatan. ntah kenapa aku lagi pengen ke selatan-an gt. nyampe lebak bulus, kita masuk tol. dan melihat papan nama 'BOGOR'. trus iseng, aku nanya, 'sarapan di bogor, apa??' dan semua meng-iyakan.
jadilah pagi itu kita sarapan di bogor. abis sarapan, kami beli venus dan kembali ke jakarta.. huehehhehe..

kita nyampe kosan lagi dengan selamat jam stgh9. :D

a stupid part of me

2007-04-05T18:37:00.000+07:00

ntah kenapa, bbrapa hari ini aku suka sebel ama si aneh. padahal dia ga kenapa2. dia ga mancing2 berantem. aku aja yang lagi sensi. lagi deket2 hari mo dapet siy.. tapi dia juga bukannya ngertiin aku. suka bikin aku sewot.

i don't wanna lose him because of my stupidity. cuman karena ga bisa ngontrol otak, masa gw harus kehilangan dia??

bbrapa hari belakangan ini aku suka mikir yang macem2. yang aneh2. duuuh, ni otak mestinya di sensor apa yang harus dipikirin..

:((

kangen si aneh..

oh no.. it's about my weight..

2007-03-21T03:46:00.000+07:00

i got weight problem since like, forever..
tapi akhir2 ini aku bener2 mencemaskan BB ku.. :((

dari sejak tamat sma, i gained 20 kgs.. hiks.. kebayang, kan, kek apa berlemaknya aku?? kepikiran sih, tentang kolesterol yang pastinya tinggi. sama diabetes yang mana aku punya chance 99% krn dari papa-mama ada keturunan diabet-nya.

tried to consume some medication. awalnya obat itu ngaruh banget. berat aku turun 7 kilo dalam 2 minggu. trus, karena drastis banget, aku stop pemakaiannya. nah sekarang, pas pengen banget nurunin BB gila2an, malah ga ngaruh apa2. huuuhhh.. keseeeellll..
obat itu ga nurunin nafsu makan, ga bikin aku kenyang.. :-?

i know i gotta do dietic stuff. reduce carbs and others. tapiiiiii, kok susah yah?? hueheheheh..
mana sekarang udah disindir2 si aneh.. aaaarrrggghhh!!! menyebalkan kamuuuu.. mana dari awal jadian, dia maksa2 aku naik ke timbangan. yang mana itu adalah sangat2 diharamkan.. huhehehe

ada ga sih, terapi yang bisa bikin kurus, tapi ga ribet. misalnya, aku kan ngerokok ni.. na, ada ga yah rokok yang mengandung bahan yang meluruhkan lemak. atooo therapy bed yang pas aku tidur, melunturkan lemak. jadi, pas aku bangun, tau2 dah berkurang sekilo. wakakakak ngarang!!!

pen coba hipnotherapy deh.. misalnya aku mensugesti diri kalo makanan tu ga wajib. trus, jangan lapar mata. yaaa, gitu deh.. hmmm.. adakah?? adakaaahhh??

7 juli 07.. hmmm..

2007-03-18T15:52:00.000+07:00

jadi, awalnya gara2 salma, tmn sma nge-sms. nanya kbr. gmn kbr tmn2 yang lain yang udah nikah.. trus, akhirnya salma nanya, yang mo nikah dalam waktu deket siapa lagi.
iseng, aku bilang aja, 'aku sal.. juli2an gitu deh..'
ntah kenapa, kepikiran bulan itu. dan salma percaya aja aku mo nikah bulan segitu.

trus, besok malemnya aku tlp salma. sebenernya mau ngasi tau, kalo itu iseng doang. eeeh, dia malah makin semangat nanya2.. 'tanggal berapa pastinya, rin??' trus, aku bilang aja tanggal 7. coz itu tanggal jadian aku sama si aneh. trus, dia makin percaya.. ya olooooo.. pada akhirnya, aku di-bangsat2in, di-kuntilanak-in krn ketauan boongin dia.. huwheehehehe..

tapi, setelah liat2 lagi.. tanggalnya bagus juga.. 070707.. hmmm.. gmn yang?? nikah kita?? huwhahahahaha..

screw you!!!

2007-03-16T16:52:00.000+07:00

bingung harus nulis apa.. things are better.. belum di omongin sampe tuntas sih,, tapi, suasana antara aku dan si aneh, udah mendingan.

lagi sebel ama seorang temen. jadi, dia tu punya niat baik supaya aku semangat kuliahnya. tapi caranya ga banget. awalnya dia tiap pagi sms aku. bangunin. fine, aku sih seneng2 aja. trus, hari kedua, dia jemput aku ke kosan. mulai aku agak2 risih. nah, pada hari keempat.. ini yang parah. dia sms aku. kasar banget dan bikin aku makin ga respek.males banget deh.
aku sampe dikatain ce jahat!! please deeeeee..

first of all, aku ga minta tlg dia buat bantuin aku masalah kuliah. aku ga minta tolong dia bangunin aku. dsb. itu inisiatif dia sendiri. nah, salah aku ga sih, kalo aku jadi risih dan jadi males ngadepin dia.

aku tu tipe orang yang kalo dipaksa, akan makin males. salahnya dia, dia maksa aku. dan ketika aku nolak, dia malah marah2in aku. duuuhhh, who do you think you are miss???
semua sms yang aku bales, di jawab lagi. bikin aku makin gila ngadepin dia.

trus, tadi malem, dia sms lagi. ngingetin kuliah PA jam stgh 10. yang ada, aku sengaja ga kul PA. malessss bgt!!!! ARGH!!!

awas aja kalo sampe dia ngontrol absen aku. gila, you're out of your line miss!!!

NYEBELIN!!!

the same old thing.. might it be?

2007-03-13T00:51:00.000+07:00

you stood in the rain
packed up and ready to go
my tears are falling again
it’s because of you

will you call me when you get there?
will you miss me everyday?
cuz’ I’ll be waiting here at home
till you knock on my door again

baby please don’t say goodbye
i love you to much just to let you fly
i need you to be my only one
even if you’re thousand miles
away from here… away from here

baby please don’t say goodbye
i love you to much just to let you fly
i need you to be my only one
even if you’re thousand miles
away from here…

i love you to much just to let you fly
don’t say goodbye…

__ten 2 five - don't say goodbye__

hari ini sebel ama si aneh. mungkin ini penumpukan dari yang lalu2.. jadinya tadi sms dia. mungkin kata2 gue kasar. akhirnya dia juga jadi panas. sama2 ngasi ultimatum. aduuuuuhhh.. pala gue pusing banget sekarang. ga tau harus apa..
gue ga mau kehilangan dia. i know i'm in love with him. i love him so.. tapi disisi lain, aku juga cape kayak gini terus. masalahnya selalu sama. itu2 lagi.

pas lagi dengerin mp3, denger lagu ten 2 five.. jadi diposting aja deh disini..

...

2007-03-07T07:02:00.000+07:00

sayang, selamat 4 bulan!!!!

jalan ama si aneh!!

2007-03-06T06:00:00.000+07:00

hari senin, gue jalan ama si aneh.. ditraktir nonton saw3 di puri.

here's the story:
jam 8an lewat, dibangunin dhika. karena ternyata ngambil bulet2an KRS hari ini.. dasar kampus emang ga mutu.. pengumuman yang di tempel di spanduk segede gaban di lantai dua jadi amburadul semua.. jadilah pagi2 itu gue panik. kirain hari ini tu ngantri ngurus KRS yang aujubile panjangnya. eh, aku baru inget, kalo cuman ngambil bulet2an dulu :">

oke, lanjut.. mandi.
di kamar mandi, airnya butek bgt.. keruh ga jelas.. jadi nyesel ga mandi td mlm. pdhl dah dipaksa si aneh buat mandi td mlm. ya sudahlah, akhirnya kepaksa mandi dgn air kayak gitu.. daripada ketemu si aneh dengan rambut minyakan ga jelas??
ke dalam bak gue masukin dettol yang banyak :D
yang ada, malah rambut gue pas kering, kusut banget.. kasar bgt.. argh!!!

lalu..
gue ke kampus, setelah kue dari radin cake dateng. di kampus, ternyataaaaaa CUMAN NGAMBIL JADWAL DAN BULET2AN!!! TANPA NGELIATIN SLIP BPP, TANPA KTM!!! tau gini gue nitip deeeee.. ampun!!!

dan..
jam stgh 12 gue jalan. daripada gue bengang-bengong kae orang dudul di puri sambil nunggu si aneh, akhirnya dia gue samperin ke rumah.. :))
nyampe puri, langsung beli tiket.. trus, karena masih lama muleinya, gue ngajakin makan dulu di ichiban sushi.. hmmm, kangen spicy teriyaki-nya..

yuuukk..
begitu saw3-nya mulei, gue langsung nyari posisi nutupin muka. krn sebenernya, gue emg ga niat nonton film ini..
gila, belum apa2 visualisasinya udah ga bener. ada orang yang di rantei tangan, kaki, mulutnya. ranteinya di tusukin ke kaki, tangan n mandibulla-nya. trus, tu org hrs ngelepasin diri dr rantei.. kayaknya sih, dia narik semua rantei sampe putus. which means, tangannya, kakinya, n mandilbulla robek..
pokoknya setengah film, gue cuman nutupin muka doang.. GA SANGGUP NONTON!!
begitu filmnya kelar, gue buru2 keluar dari studio laknat itu.. :))

trusss..
kita balik ke kosan gue. krn gue pen dia nyobain kue yg baru dtg.. :)

oiya, trus kita foto2 di taksi *krn kelupaan mo foto2 di studio.. ;)) *..

the pursuit of happyness

2007-03-06T05:36:00.000+07:00

gue nontonnya ama dhika di djakarta XXI. dari pertama gue udah siap2 tissue.. karena pasti bakalan sedih banget filmnya..

dan ternyata bener bgt..
cerita ttg seorang ayah yang berjuang supaya anak dan dia bisa bertahan hidup. semua duitnya diinvestasiin ke peralatan kesehatan. tapi akhir2nya, alat itu malah ga kejual.. dia nyoba masuk jadi pialang saham. tapi ternyata harus ikut pelatihan. dan dari pelatihan itu akhirnya akan dipilih satu orang utk bisa jadi pialang saham. dan pelatihan itu ga digaji.

setelah ditinggal istrinya, diusir dari apartemen, keadaan makin parah. dia nyoba tinggal di motel. tapi keadaannya juga ga bertahan lama. pas dia ngerasa udah agak settle, karena beberapa alat kesehatan itu ada yg kejual, IRS memperburuk keadaan dgn motong tabungannya $600..

akhirnya dia harus bawa anaknya yang masih 3 tahun dari shelter ke shelter.. bahkan, waktu dia belum nemu shelter dia tidur di toilet subway *errr, subway as in train, bukan fastfood*..

ya, endingnya sih bisa ketebak. tapi proses dia utk mencapai posisi itu yang harus dihargai.. hebat banget!!!

ini cover buku otobiografinya chris gardener.

ceritanya diangkat dari kisah nyata chris gardener dan anaknya christopher..
A MUST SEE MOVIE.. TWO THUMBS UP!! *kok agak ke titi kamal-an yah??*

gue jalan ama dhika.. dan tentunya, foto2 tak pernah terlewatkan..

kita suka banget nonton di djakarta theater.. selain karena XXI dengan harga relatif murah, aksesnya juga gampang di capai. tinggal naik busway.. kalo naik taksi, hanya dengan 20 ribu saja.. :)

poster and cover from google.com.. kalo mo liat coba search di image: pursuit happyness.. ;))

whatta day..

2007-03-03T20:03:00.000+07:00

hari ini, di mulai dengan nelpon si aneh jam 9. setelah ngobrol2 bentar, akhirnya gue ngajakin dia nonton saw3.. trus, dia bilang 'jangan hari ini. ribet ni, mamaku ulang tahun, pula..'

kepanikan menyerang.. pen bikin sesuatu supaya si tante notice gue.. pas nelpon si aneh, nanya gue boleh beliin kue apa ga, dia malah nanya, 'kamu mau ke rumah n ketemu mama?'
... kepanikan makin menyerang. berasa ga siap buat ketemu mamanya yang ngedadak gini. perut terasa mual, jantung detaknya jauh lebih kenceng, asam lambung langsung giat di produksi..
akhirnya nelponin toko kue yang deket2 sini.. tapi semua gada yang punya ready stock. akhirnya, memutuskan ke TA ama dhika. trus, muter2 dan ends up di eaton. ngeliat choco fudge cake yang agak lumayan daripada yang lain.. walopun sebenernya bukan itu yang ada di otak gue..

gue janjian buat ketemuan ama si aneh di TA. supaya dia bisa bawa balik kuenya. setelah muter2 sejaman, akhirnya dia balik dan gue ga jadi ikut ke rumahnya.

pas udah maghrib-an gitu, si aneh sms, ngasi tau kalo mamanya udah di rumah. kalo gue pen telpon.
akhirnya jam 7an gitu, gue telponlah ke hpnya si aneh. tadinya cuman mo nanya mamanya lagi ngapain. ganggu ga kalo gue telpon sekarang.
akhirnya dia menawarkan buat ngomong ama mamanya that instance.. wew.. deg2an mampus..

ternyataaaaa.. mamanya baik.. :D
a little chit chat here and there *kok kayak judul blognya siy??* pas udah kelar, dan hp dikembalikan ke si aneh, i never felt such a relieve.. gilaaaaaaaaa.. berasa mo jatoh jantung gue.. *ini lebay2an gue ajah.. :P *

pheeewww.. one down, one to go.. *this is the number of families we have to impress :) *

ujan kampret!!

2007-03-02T12:21:00.000+07:00

yap!!! ujan siang ini kampret bgt!! gue udah nyuci celana dalem seabrug2 tadi malem.. trus, ngarepnya siang ini tu celana dalem plus bh dah terlipet rapi di laci kamar. yang ada malah basah semua!! KAMPRET BENER!!!

padahal, tadi pas gerimis2 dikit gitu, dengan suka rela gue naik ke lantai tiga buat mindahin tu jemuran ke tengah supaya ga kecipratan tampias ujan. trus, ga lama, panas lagi. dengan paha yang sakit, gue naik lagi ke lantai tiga. supaya tu jemuran kena matahari. pas diatas, langitnya panas lho.. eeeehh, pas gue nyampe kamar, ga nyampe 5 menit, langitnya jadi item dan hujan deres turun. kampret.. paha gue sakit, pula.. ya sudahlah. gue biarin aja.. kampret bin sumepet tu ujan emang.. argh!!

duh, harus cek lemari lagi niy.. stok celana dalem plus bh masih ada ga yah?? kalo dah abis, kepaksa beli celana dalem kertas.. hiks..

kegiatan tak penting and others

2007-03-01T04:27:00.000+07:00

hari ini gue nonton ama dhika.. nonton ghost rider ama music and lyrics.. bagus dua2nya.. nyampe TA jam 12an gt. langsung beli tiket utk studio 1, jam stgh1, ama studio 2 jam stgh3.. wekeekek.. ga pentiiingggg..

abis dari TA ke kosan lama. si indro mau pindah soalnya. jadinya mau say goodbye. tapi pas nyampe kosan, katanya, 'masih lama kok mba ririn. ntar abis maghrib mungkin'. jadinya gue ke roxy. cek o2-nya gumi ama beli webcam & headphones.. udah selesai dr roxy, balik ke kosan lama lagi. pas nyampe sana, ternyata INDRO UDAH BERANGKAT!!!!! arrrggghhhh.. sebel bgt!!! sumpah!!!! keseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelllllll bgt..

akhirnya balik ke kosan dgn menggerutu.. ngutak ngatik webcam baru ;;) trus makan ama dhika n windy.. trus buka2 fs bentar, trus ketiduran ampe stgh 3 subuh.. emang ga bisa ngerubah pola tidur yang cuman 5 jam.. ck ck ck..

sebel deh.. software webcamnya bikin kompie-nya restart2 terus.. hiks.. kesel.. trus, pas bangun tdr, nanya ama bang reza. tnyata dia juga punyawebcam yang sama. dan software yg beda.. jadinya dikirimin installernya.. senaaaaannnnggg :) :) :) dan sekarang, webcam oke, headphone & mic-nya jg oke.. MAKASIY DA REJ!!!! :-* :-* ihihihihihiih.. trus tadi nyoba pc to pc ama da rej.. dan it worked!!! waaaa, senang nyaaaaaa.. :D :D :D :D da rej my hero!!!

oiya, jadi inget, pas hari jumat si aneh dateng, ntah kenapa, kita pake baju item2.. trus pas hari minggu dia dtg lg, kita pake baju putih2.. wew.. padahal ga janjian lhooo..
hmmmm.. soulmate kah kita?? :"> :"> :">

satu lagi, tadi liat tommy tjokro di metrotv.. jelek banget diaaa.. masa rambutnya kayak anak gothic2 gt?? kayak vokalisnya good charlotte.. trus jenggotan kayak deddy corbuzier.. duh.. mas tom.. jelek amet dirimu.. :((

btw lagi, tadi di roxy, nemu bvlgari petit et mamans..

......

huwaaaa,, senangnyaaaaa,, :) :) :) tapi ternyata parfum itu udah ga keluar lagi. udah ga diproduksi.. hiks.. padahal pen beli yg gedenya buat anak gw ntar.. weittssss.. bayi ajah udah make bvlgari.. emaknya pake apaan yah?? wakakaka..

betapa tidak menyenangkannya kalo sakit gini :((

2007-02-27T21:35:00.000+07:00

duh, bener2 ga enak.. perut melilit. kayak kembung tapi bukan. walopun udah ga diare.. badan sakit semua. minta dipijit ni kayaknya.. duuuhhh.. sedihnya diriku.. hiks..

memakai istilah temee, hari ini gue officially sakaw si aneh.. hiks.. padahal baru juga dua hari yang lalu ketemua dia. sakit gini pen ada dia yang nemenin.. hiks hiks..

oiya, tadi gue ke multiplus, ngirim paket buat papa. trus ke alfa. beli pocari yang banyak. pas udah kelar bayar, ada orang nyapa gue. pas gue liat.. ternyata UDA si gebetan yg dulu!!! huwaaaaaaaaaaa.. udah lamaaaaa bgt ga ketemu dia.. sempet ngobrol2 bentar. waaaa, makin rapi dia.. :D

pacarku melakukan keajaiban dunia..

2007-02-26T08:19:00.000+07:00

so, hari minggu, untuk kedua kalinya dalam minggu ini (ajaib bgt deh..) si aneh dtg lagi.. tadinya kan niat mo pergi ntn saw3, tapi berhubung perut dan sphincter ani yang tidak bersahabat, jadinya batal pergi.. jadinya malah maen tktq+ di kosan :)

trus, gue disuruh istirahat.. selama gue tiduran disampingnya, si aneh ngusep2in kepala gue.. hmm, so sweet bgt.. wish we could stay in that moment for a long time.. hiksss..

what do i do without him??

you know what, he says, if he ever leave me in any certain ways, i have to move on.. i have to find a better person who can replace him..
right now, i don't want nobody else but him.. maybe there's someone better than him, but for now, i'll pass..

if you fight for us, i'll fight with you.. :')

next story:
tadi pagi2 gue nonton kassel.. acara gosip di TPI. dan beritanya adalah ulang tahun mbak maria eva.. deeeuuuuhhh.. bikin lieur tu orang.. sumpah!!
jadi dia lagi cerita ttg acara liburannya ke thailand ama si yahya zaini.. trus dia bilang, and i quote:

saya menanggalkan keartisan saya dan beliau meninggalkan kerjaannya sebagai anggota dewan. kami liburan ke luar negeri selama dua minggu. ke phuket island..

ya olooooooo.. berasa lo artis?? menanggalkan keartisan pula ngomongnya.. halaaahh.. berasa laku lo mba!!

wakakaka.. ga penting sih, sebenernya.. cuman pen nyela tu orang ajah.. wakaka.. sudah ah..

banyak cerita niii..

2007-02-25T12:06:00.000+07:00

akhirnya setelah hampir dua bulan ga ketemuan, hari jumat, si aneh dateng ke kosan.. huwaaaaa.. cintaaaaaaa..

akhirnya kita ngomongin semuanya.. gimana enaknya buat kedepan.. i found out that i really love him.. dari semua yg ganggu pikiran gue selama ini, sebenernya karena miscommunication aja..

truuuussss, kita foto2.. wakakak.. ttp lho ya,, foto2 jalan teruuusss..

hari ini niatnya sih mo nonton saw 3.. tapi pagi2 gt, mendadak gue diare.. hiks.. ga sanggup pergi jauh2.. takut cepirit.. :P
hiks.. padahal niat bgt mo perginya.. udah direncanain mateng2 td mlm.. hmmm..

oiya, td mlm gue ngobrol lamaaaaa bgt ama si aneh. ngomongin ttg hal2 yang ga pernah dibahas sebelum2nya.

duuuhh, sekarang perut gue melilit niiyyy.. hiksss.. biodiar dan librax tak membantu.. huhuhuuu..

ada yang mo ngasi lagu ini buat gue??

2007-02-21T15:59:00.000+07:00

you packed your last two bags.
a taxi's 'round the bend.
you used to laugh out loud,
but you can't remember when.
you lost your lies.
it's like your moving out of time,
and the whole word crumbles right beneath you.

so, I might've made a few mistakes,
but that was back when you would smile,
and we would go everywhere,
but we ain't been there for awhile.
and this I know,
there's a place that we can go-
a place where I can finally let you know.

'cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
you and me, we got this great thing.
we're the only one's that around,
we're the only one's that around this Babylon.

I hope you find whatever you've been lookin' for.
just remember where you're from and who you are,
'cause there's a thousand lights that'll make you feel brand new,
but if you ever lose your way, I'll leave one on for you.

'cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
you and me, we got this great thing.
so, come back and you sit down. relax.
everything's to see that you've come a long, long way,
and it's the place that you should be.

'cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
you and me, we got this great thing.
'cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
you and me, we got this great thing.
and we're the only one's that around,
we're the only one's that around this babylon.

(daniel powter - love you lately)

lagi seneng banget dengerin lagu itu.. coba aja abis berantem besar dan dikasi lagu itu.. how comforting..

well things aren't going well between me and si aneh. setelah berbulan2 ga ketemuan, dan berkali2 batal ketemu, gue ngerasa jenuh. capek dengan keadaan kayak gini. rasanya lebih kayak rutinitas.

tapi tiap kali gue ngeluh, si aneh pasti bilang,
'ya gimana lagi.. keadaannya emang lagi ga memungkinkan buat ketemuan.. ya udahlah yang penting kamu tau aku kemana, aku tau kamu kemana.. udah kan? gada yang perlu dikhawatirin..'

well guess what?? it's more than that!! oke komunikasi lancar, oke gue tau dia dimana, dia tau gue dimana, tapi sometimes, we need more than that. I need more than that. gue butuh dia ada disini. gue butuh dia hadir disini.. kadang, telpon dan sms yang sering tiap harinya berasa jadi rutinitas. berlebihan ya kalo gue minta sehari aja dari sebulan waktunya. gue ga minta sehari dari seminggu, cuman SEHARI DARI SEBULAN!!! dan dari sehari itu, gue ga minta dia seharian sama gue. paling top cuman 6 jam out of 720 jam waktunya di bulan itu. apa itu berlebihan??

aku pacaran bukan ama telpon.. bukan ama sms.. fell in love with a human being.. yes, i fell in love VIA phone calls and sms'.. but sometimes i need to be with you.. we don't have to do anything.. just hang out.. just spend some time together.. so i can precious that moment my entire life..

lagu lagi

2007-02-17T01:34:00.000+07:00

I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it

You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience

You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long

I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
(alanis morissette - head over feet)

hmmm.. lagu lama, tapi enak bgt di denger.. kangen si aneh.. hhh.. capek kangen ama dia :((

ayo mencoba

2007-02-16T01:53:00.000+07:00

gue lagi addict ama teka teki online.. seru deh..

cobain yah.. tktq+

gue udah nyampe level 31 and counting.. :D

okay, full story about the flood in tawakal

2007-02-13T20:43:00.000+07:00

udah beberapa hari banjir surut.. tapi baru sempet nge-post lagi.. :)

hari jumat (2/2/07), pagi2 gue di telpon icha. sekitar jam stgh 7-an gt de..ngabarin kalo ujan yang ga berenti dari dua hari sebelumnya bikin jalan2 di tawakal banjir. karena masih setengah sadar, gue jawab, iya2 doang..
pas akhirnya gue bener2 bangun, jam 11an gitu, listrik udah mati. anak2 kosan nyuruh gue buruan mandi sebelum stok air di tangki abis. jadilah gue mandi. abis mandi, gue baru keluar kosan. dan mendapati jalanan di depan kosan udah tergenang air setinggi lutut.
here's some pics. taken from ruth's balcony:

siang itu icha & ka tata ngajakin keliling tawakal. cuman mo jalan di air doang.. huehehe.. gue sih sekalian beli mie buat stok makanan.

ampe sore gitu gue bertahan di kosan. karena dipaksa dilla, dan hp gue juga udah mulai ngap2an ga punya daya lagi, jadilah gue ngungsi ke rumahnya mba nining. tadinya gue pikir cuman mo numpang nge-charge doang dan listrik akan nyala beberapa jam setelah itu. jadi gue ga bawa baju banyak. dan turns out, flood is all over jakarta..

maghrib itu kita ke jln. s. parman, depan telkom seberang mal taman anggrek. dan jalanan itu SEPI. sepiiiiiiiiiiii banget.. bayangkan, kalo hari biasa jalanan itu padetnya minta ampun, hari itu bener2 gada mobil yang lewat. ampe gue bisa foto2 di jalanan.. :D

awalnya gue so'2an ga mau bawa baju banyakdan mikir bakalan nginep di mba nining semalem doang. guess what?? jadinya 5 hari.. huwakakakak..
hari selasa, setelah ditraktir icha di the duck king, gue gue melanjutkan ngungsi ke bandung :D

ini foto makan2 n jalan2 ama icha, dilla, mba nining n ditya..

makanan di the duck king.. HAJAAAAARRRR!!

dua manusia kutub dari zara.. hyakakak

banci foto tetep nomer 1!!

oiya, banjir bangke itu ternyata menyebar di seluruh jakarta. kampung melayu ampe gada yg tersisa. yg keliatan cuman atap2 rumah orang. ampun.. parah.. you know what, kampus b trisakti, basement-nya kelelep. di depan kampus, air sampe sepinggang. kampus a, ampe seperut. asoy geboy deee.. kampus diliburin seminggu. hohoo..

rumahnya emon di gading, ampe seperut di dalem rumah. dia ngungsi ke bintaro. dan iman, co-nya emon, cuman bisa nyelametin tv doang. yg lainnya abis kelelep.. ampun..

untung aja di kosan ga sampe masuk..

another story:
si aneh udah lulus sidang!! pheewww.. leganyaaaa :)

jakarta, oh.. jakarta

2007-02-08T21:17:00.000+07:00

udah seminggu banjir melanda jakarta. jadinya gue ngungsi. ini gue lagi di bandung dan ga bisa posting panjang2.. jadi, untuk cerita lengkap ttg banjir, ntar aja yah kalo gue dah balik ke kosan dan bisa dengan tenang ceritanya.

oiya, mohon doanya yah.. si aneh insyaAllah tanggal 9 februari '07, jam 9 akan sidang PI.. smoga dilancarkan jalannya persidangan.. :D
*sayangnya gue lagi di bandung jadi ga bisa nungguin dia sidang.. hiksss..*

a song for si aneh?? might be..

2007-01-31T22:16:00.000+07:00

You’re not alone
Together we stand
I’ll be by your side
You know I’ll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There’s no place to go
You know I won’t give in
No, I won’t give in

Keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through
We’ll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I’m here for you
I’m here for you
There’s nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through
We’ll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it’s too late
This could all disappear
Before the door’s closed
And it comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend
I’ll fight and defend, yeah, yeah

Hear me when I say
When I say I believe.
Nothing’s gonna change
Nothing’s gonna change destiny
Whatever’s meant to be
Will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
La da da da, la da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Ahh, ahh
Keep holding on
Ahh, ahh
Keep holding on
There’s nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through
We’ll make it through
We’ll make it through

(avril lavigne - keep holding on)

kayaknya lagu ini cocok buat si aneh.. buat nyemangatin diri gue juga.. just keep holding on hun!!

kegilaan di bandung yang lupa dimasukin.. ;p

2007-01-31T15:32:00.000+07:00

ada yang ketinggalan, dan sangat esensial utk diketahui.. :D

ini foto dilla yang dapet masker muka gambar doraemon pas tukeran kado. tapi pas dia pake, jadinya kayak siti nurjazila. itu lho yang disiram air keras ama suaminya, dan di operasi di surabaya.. hyakakakak

maybe??

2007-01-31T03:11:00.000+07:00

maybe this is what i have to do.. pretending to hug you until you get here.. :(

picture from goemmi. anonymous source

wondering..

2007-01-31T01:23:00.000+07:00

gue baru aja baca blog-nya mas aris. dan gue menitikkan air mata bacanya.. so sweet bgt..
mereka baru setahun nikah. and they're madly in love..

hmn.. i wish si aneh bisa kayak gitu. ga bermaksud bikin si aneh jadi berubah 100% romantis tiba2 gitu.. tapi setidaknya i wish he could show me how he feel.. sekarang, gue harus nebak2 sendiri. figuring him..

gue ga butuh dia nge-sms gue 5 menit sekali cuman bilang dia kangen; ato
dia nelpon nanyain gue udah makan apa belum, udah sholat apa belum; ato
dia ngirim gue puluhan tangkai bunga..

gue cuman butuh dia ngasiy kabar. gue tau dia dimana, dia tau gue ngapain.
gue bisa ketemu dia.. holding him, hugging him, kissing him..
gosh!!

it's been a month since the last time i met him.. kita masih tinggal sekota.. tapi rasanya ga jauh beda ama pacaran jarak jauh :(
mungkin gue cuman belum siap waktu jadian ama dia. belum siap kalo ternyata gue ga bisa sesering itu ketemu ama dia.

tapi masa sih setelah nyaris tiga bulan gue masih belum bisa ngertiin juga?? apa gue emang bebel bgt?? help me figure this out, please hon..

truth is, i missed him so much.. i really really REALLY missed him :(

pembubaran BEM a.ka loads of fun!!

2007-01-30T21:47:00.000+07:00

well, akhirnya masa bakti kabinet ditya berakhir juga..

jadilah hari jumat- minggu kita cabut ke bandung. setelah proses pembookingan villa yang ribet, akhirnya kita bisa tinggal di villa cisitu indah.. senangnya..

-jumat-

so, kita berangkat jumat siang, sekitar jam 12-an.. pas org2 pada sholat jumat.. komposisi makhluk yang ada di mobil ditya, sbb:
di samping kiri, ririn sebagai vaginator *sebutan utk navigator perempuan, red.*
di samping kanan, ano sebai pengemudi yang mengendarai mobil supaya baik jalannya. tuk tik tak tik tuk tik tak tik tuk.. *apa siiiyyyy??*
di barisan tengah ada ditya, dilla, arina, dan aurel. yang mana sepanjang 3 jam perjalanan *kita berenti2 dulu dimana2*, empet2an kayak sarden..
di barisan belakang ada koper, kasur tiup gue, grill buat barbecue-an, roti-indomie-nugget-sosis-daging steak hasil belanjaan di carrefour..

akhirnya kita nyampe juga di bandung jam 2 lewat-an.. setelah check in di villa dan sembari menunggu rombongan lain dateng, kita makan di warung lela.. yippie!!

ki-ka: ditya, maggie, aurel, dilla, arina

di wale, gue, dilla n ano kalap.. makan 2 mangkok yamien-nya.. huwakakaka.. emang dasar mie-nya enak.. *tetep ga mau disalahin..*
dari wale, kita beli bebek goreng samping boromeus yang enak bgt itu.. kita beli 30 potong. assuming anak2 yang di mobil pada kenyang semua.

begitu balik ke villa, udah ada rombongan mobil icha n reymond.. tak lama muncul lagi rombongan mobil desty, thya, malvin, ano *yang dibawa yadi* & albert.. dan ternyata, bebek yang dibeli sangat pas2an.. gue, arina, aurel n ano mkn satu bebek brg2.. hyakakaka..

so, mlmnya kita ngobrol di teras depan ampe lupa waktu.. awalnya siy, gue n ano ngobrol berdua. tak lama dateng louhan dengan membawa what we called 'teh' dan 'teh manis'.. *hyakakaka.. who invented the word 'teh manis', anyway??*. udah gitu cia n yadi dtg lagi.. jadilah kita bener2 buka forum di teras depan..

setelah sebungkus rokok n dua gelas 'teh manis', gue ga kuat lagi. akhirnya gue nyerah dan tidur..

-sabtu-

hari ini kita bakal hunting barang second di gede bage.. perginya naik mobil ano. tetep gua jadi vaginator *gue selalu duduk di depan :) *, ano yg bawa. dibarisan tengah ada temennya dilla--uun & antie, dilla n cia. di barisan belakang ada icha, yadi n yono..

ama dilla sebelum rock n roll ke gede bage..

sebelum nyampe di gede bage, kita makan dulu di ampera soekarno-hatta.. you REALLY have to know this part..
begitu nyampe di ampera, semuanya bingung gmn cara mesen. dan ternyata, kita pilih lauknya, ntar dimasak n dianter ke meja kita. nah, gue kalap bgt tu.. pas ngeliat ada otak, empal, usus, ayam, gurame.. sluuurrrppp.. kebetulan perut laper2 tanggung.. jadilah di hajar makan siangnya. mana ano ngajakin pesen gurame bedua.. wihiiiiyyyy..
pas dateng, kok ternyata banyak bgt.. *bukan cuman gue doang yang berpikiran ky gt..* ternyata semua org juga kalap. hyakakak.. dan dengan hebatnya, si yono 'kare saya mana?', cuman mesen tahu n ayam grg,, jadilah yono yang jadi tong sampah kita semua.. hyakakkak..

ok, lanjuttt.. ke gede bage dan pusing liat barang yg murah2.. gue beli jaket pesenan dika. tebel, pake cappuchon, ruitsletting depan, dihargain 25 rb saja!! trus, ketemu daster selutut, gambar miki mos, lengan panjang, ada pantatnya miki mos diblakangnya, di hargain 8000 saja!!! gilaaaaa.. tadinya dia buka harga 25 rb.. trus gue tawar 5000 pake bahasa dewa,bahasa minang!! dan dapet dengan harga 8000!!! HYAKAKAKAKAKAK..

trus.. ano got claustrophobic, jadi kita memutuskan utk melanjutkan perjalanan ke FO aja.. dilla, icha, uun, n antie ttp tinggal di gede bage. dasar emak2 blanja.. sinting!!
di FO akhirnya gue dapet jaket buat gue dan kaos buat si aneh. lalu, kita akhirnya balik ke villa karena ada acara tukeran kado n barbecue,.

eits, the night is young.. jadi kita memutuskan jalan ke lembang.the peak tepatnya.. nyampe sana, ternyata udah jam 1-an gt.. jadinya cuman bisa pesen minum doang. gue pesen hot chocolate yang kata mba2 nya paling enak.. dan turns out it was.. CADBURY's HOT CHOCOLATE.. ARGH!!! ngeselin.. tau gitu kan gue bisa pesen yang lain.. ngehe' lo mba..

anyways, ini poto hot chocolate yang-ternyata-ga-seberapa-enak-karena-dijual-sachetan-di-carrefour.

dari the peak, kita ke ayam gantung di lembang. anak2 pada makan.. including me.. yang makan siy louhan, gue, ano, elmend, desty, cia n yadi.. btw, usus gorengnya enaaaakkk.. sayur asemnya enaaaakkk.. empal gorengnya enaaaaaaakkkk.. :D

ano n ririn di the peak.. it's c-co-collldddd..

pas balik ke villa, sempet2nya anak2 beli sate kelinci.. akhirnya nyampe villa pas orang adzan subuh.. :D

-minggu-

bangun pagi, beres2 barang, mandi, trus belanja2.. tadinya cuman mo ke atm doang. tapi ternyata jadinya ke flashy, dan kartika sari. niatnya mo ke bengkel oi ato opium. tapi jalanan MACETTTTT banget. selain krn hari itu adalah minggu, di gasibu lagi ada acara trans tv. yak, makasiyyy.. ga ada acara aja udah macet bgt tu gasibu. apalagi ditambah audisi2 bla bla bla.. argh!! beteeee,,

dari kartika sari, balik ke villa. packing ke mobil, trus cabut. kita niat makan ke d'coast.. tp dah lewat jam mkn siang, jadinya mereka tutup. akhirnya ke warung laos. dan nungguin anak2 dulu di taman depan superindo.
di warung laos gue makan pizza sicilia..salisilat.. whatever.. nama normalnya itu pepperoni.. pizzanya enak bgd.. tipiiiiisssss bgt.. toppingnya pas.. sluuurrrrppp.. tapi makan satu porsi tetep aja bikin kenyang..
dari warung laos, kita ke kingsley. anak2 mo beli batagor. baru deh kita pulang. dan ternyata UJANNYA DERES BGD!! ampuuunnn..

nyampe kosan jam 9an.. lanjut lagi ke rumah icha krn mo nganterin mblnya..

tepar.. tepar.. tepar...

here's some pictures of me:

kiri: jkt-bdg.. kanan: dago-gede bage.. narcissistic is a must!!

btw, ke bandung tiga hari, berat gue naik 5 kilo.. huwaaaaaaaaa... nightmare!!!

riddle me this, riddle me that.. go figure, rin!!

2007-01-26T02:06:00.000+07:00

Love is life and life is livin'
It's very special
All my love...

Oh...oh...oh...oh...oh...
(Baby, don't go)
(Baby, don't go) Yeah
(Baby, don't go, uh)
(Baby, don't go) Yeah
(Baby, don't go)
(Baby, don't go) Yeah, yeah
(Why you act like that)

[J-Lo]
It's such a shame, but I'm leavin'
Can't take the way you mistreatin' me
And it's crazy, but oh, baby
It don't matter, whatever, don't phase me

[LL Cool J]
Uh, uh, uh
I don't believe you wanna leave like this
I don't believe I just had my last real kiss
I do believe we'll laugh and reminisce
Wait a minute, don't bounce, baby, let's talk about this, man

[J-Lo]
Well, I'm bouncin' and I'm out, son
I gotta leave you alone
Cause I'm good holdin' down my spot
And I'm good reppin' the girls on the block
And I'm good, I got this thing on lock
So without me you'll be fine, right?

[J-Lo] + (LL Cool J)
All my pride is all I have
(Pride is what you had, baby girl, I'm what you have)
You'll be needin' me, but too bad
(Be easy, don't make decisions when you mad)
The path you chose to run alone
(I know you're independent, you can make it on your own)
Here with me you had a home, oh, yeah
(But time is of the essence, why spend it alone, huh)

[J-Lo]
The nights I waited up for you (Oh, boy)
Promises you made about comin' through
So much time you wasted
That's why I had to replace you

[LL Cool J]
Uh, uh, uh
It makes a cat nervous, the thought of settlin' down
Especially me, I was creepin' all over town
I thought my tender touch could lock you down
I knew I had you, as cocky as it sounds
That's the way you used to giggle right before I put it down
It's better when you angry, come here, I'll prove it now, come here

[J-Lo]
Stop playin, you gamin'
I gotta leave you alone

[J-Lo] + (LL Cool J)
Cause I'm good holdin' down my spot (Stop actin' like that)
And I'm good reppin' the girls on the block (Now you know you need to stop)
And I'm good, I got this thing on lock
So without me you'll be fine, right (Here we go)

[J-Lo] + (LL Cool J)
All my pride is all I have
(Pride is what you had, baby girl, I'm what you have)
You'll be needin' me, but too bad
(Be easy, don't make decisions when you mad)
The path you chose to run alone
(I know you're independent, you can make it on your own)
Here with me you had a home, oh, yeah
(But time is of the essence, why spend it alone, huh)

[LL Cool J]
People make mistakes to make up, to break
To wake up cold and lonely, chill, baby, you know me
You love me, I'm like your homey
Instead of beef you come hold me
I promise I'm not a phony
Don't bounce, baby, console me, come here

[J-Lo]
Ain't nothin' you can say to me that can change my mind
I gotta let you go now
And nothin' will ever be the same, so just be on your way
Go 'head and do your thing now
And there's no more to explain to me, you know
I know your game and I'm feelin' what you do

[J-Lo]
So I'm bouncin' and I'm out, son
I gotta leave you alone, yeah, yeah

[J-Lo] + (LL Cool J)
All my pride is all I have
(Pride is what you had, baby girl, I'm what you have)
You'll be needin' me, but too bad
(Be easy, don't make decisions when you mad)
The path you chose to run alone
(I know you're independent, you can make it on your own)
Here with me you had a home, oh, yeah
(But time is of the essence, why spend it alone, huh)

[J-Lo] + (LL Cool J)
All my pride is all I have
(Pride is what you had, baby girl, I'm what you have)
You'll be needin' me, but too bad
(Be easy, don't make decisions when you mad)
The path you chose to run alone
(I know you're independent, you can make it on your own)
Here with me you had a home, oh, yeah
(But time is of the essence, why spend it alone, huh)

I promise you
You know what I'm sayin'

__all i have, j.lo & ll cool j__

lagunya sedih.. ntah kenapa tadi dengerin lagu ini n muter vklip-nya berulang2..
mungkin terlalu kangen ama si aneh.. mungkin terlalu kecewa ama dia.. mungkin terlalu berharap.. mungkin cuman gue yang perasa bgt..

another story in padang..

2007-01-25T18:09:00.000+07:00

walopun ke padang kemaren dalam keadaan berduka, tapi pas di padangnya tetep aja seru bgt. karena semua sepupu gue ngumpul.. yang gue terakhir ketemu dia masih bayi, ada di rumah. turns out, she's 3 years old now.. huwaaahh.. padahal dulu pas dia
baru lahir, gue yang kasi nama. trus ketemu dia dua kali doang. trus ga pernah ktmu lg.. akhirnya setelah 3 thn, br ktmu lg :D

ini dia yang namanya icha. annisa iqlima putri. huwah.. pas lagi dipemakaman, gue ngeliat icha lagi berdiri di depan mamanya. tapi ga sempet nyapa, coz lagi ribet sendiri ama acara pemakaman.
akhirnya, gue ke rumah dia. pas disana, baru deh bisa ngobrol banyak. duh, senengnya.. akhirnya bisa ketemu icha lagi..

oiya, icha ini sangat2 kreatif. bulan lalu, waktu dia mo nyisir rambut, tapi rambutnya awut2an.. jadinya dia ngambil gunting, trus rambutnya di gunting sendiri di dpn kaca. hyakakaka.. jadinya skrg, ada sebagian rambutnya di puncak kepala-nya yg baru tumbuh. she looks like alfalfa of the little rascals.. hyakakakaka,,

trus, kita ngehibur kevin n willy dengan ngajakin main ps sampe dudul. om gue juga nyetok-in laptop yang isinya full of entertainment.. :)
trus, sepupu2 gue yang co, pada potong rambut bersama.. akhirnya banyak tuyul dirumah,, :))

ki-ka: gio, gefry, willy, adhit

rumah itu rame bgt.. tidur aja ampe jelepakan di ruang tamu. kamar yang available itu kamarnya mama *gada yang mau tdr disana selain papa n mama. dan sayangnya papa selalu ditinggal mama krn lbh milih tdr diluar :D*, kamarnya tachi *favoritnya semua org. krn ada ac-nya..:))* kamar tiga *ntah kenapa namanya kamar tiga. tapi yg tdr disini cm suami tachi krn kegusur..hyakakak*
padahal kamar yang lain msh bnyk. tp semua org lbh milih tdr di ruang tamu rame2.. hohohoo..

kangen sih ngumpul kayak gitu. secara, kalo cuman liburan, penghuni tetap ruang tamu pasti berkurang drastis. hehehe.. ga niatin ada musibah lagi, lho.. cuman seneng aja rame2 gitu. kayak pas lebaran kmrn di rumah gue.. huwaaaa.. syeruuuuu..